But, We're BTS

Yoongi/Hoseok

-Yoongi's P.O.V-

I walked immediately to my office, where I knew I was going to be. I opened the door, not caring who else might be in there or if younger me could see me. Oh, today had to be that day didn't it? I looked around at the familiar scene, the memory from this day floating back.

Suddenly, the younger me let out a yell. "Damn it all to fucking hell!" I screamed as I stood up, tripping over my chair and falling backward. Younger me let out a groan and stood up quickly, "this song isn't working and I'm tripping over my own damn chair!"

I cringed at what was about to happen, at what I knew was going to happen. Younger me grabbed my chair in a blind rage and threw it. Younger me hadn't meant to, but the chair hit my table which knocked both my instrument machine and laptop off of the table. 

Younger me groaned again, not even bothering to check the state of the electronics. Younger me sat down and set his head in his hands. I remember crying for hours afterward. I sighed and walked over to the laptop, picking it off carefully.

I hadn't looked at the laptop, I had just assumed it broken. But, it was in perfect condition. "Get off the floor asshole, stop crying, it's not broken." I saw younger me's head lift, "who the hell are you?"

"I'm, sadly, future you." "What do you mean sadly?" I laughed, "it was a joke." Younger me groaned, "tell me I haven't gone soft." I shook my head and set the laptop and instrument machine on the table.

"No, you're just too hard." Younger me shook his head, "It's called having balls," "oh trust me, I know what it means. I'm you ya know." Younger me sat back down on the chair and typed some stuff on the laptop.

"What song are we having trouble with again?" I asked, younger me groaned. "N.O, I'm having trouble with my part." "Oh yeah, want some help?" "clearly," I laughed and looked at where he was. I already knew the lyrics, I just had to tell him the rest of the song.

"Ok, how about- Even if we think simply, it's the survival of the fittest. Who do you think is the one who makes us step on even our close friends to climb up, what?" Younger me nodded and wrote down everything I said, "perfect, thanks."

I nodded, "of course," younger me turned to me and smiled slightly. "You know, you're only human right? You can only work so hard before you get tired, you don't need to overwork yourself. It all works out in the end, we make it in the end."

"I make it in the end?" I shook my head, "we, BTS, together." Younger me nodded, biting his lip slightly. "Right," "trust yourself more too, your ideas are great, don't just keep your ideas to yourself." 

Younger me nodded again, "ok, anything else?" I shook my head, "not particularly," younger me nodded. "Do we make them proud?" younger me asked, I knew just what he was talking about and I smiled.

"Yes, we do make them proud, they were always proud." Younger me smiled and nodded, "good, can I, can I maybe see some of what we do in the future?" "Uhh, I guess so." I pulled out my phone and turned on the IDOL music video.

"Here, this is one of our latest songs." Younger me smiled as he took the phone, "is, is that me?" He asked, pointing to himself on the screen after he paused it. I nodded, "yeah," "I look, we look," "healthy?" younger me nodded.

"Yeah, better too." I chuckled slightly, I understood exactly what he meant. "So, wanna go meet the others?" I asked. Younger me nodded and handed me the phone back after the video was over. We walked to the room where everyone was waiting.

-Hoseok's P.O.V-

I walked to the kitchen first to grab some kimchi to my younger self. After I had gotten that, I walked to the practice room where I knew I'd be. I opened the door and, sure enough, there I was lying on the floor and panting with my eyes closed.

I looked so exhausted and I sighed as younger me struggled to get up. I walked over to him and set my hand on his shoulder, he opened his eyes but didn't seem surprised. "Huh? Who are you?" I shook my head, "doesn't matter, just sit up."

Younger me nodded, though he seemed skeptical, he sat up. I handed him the kimchi and a bottle of water I had brought with me. Younger me ate hurriedly and gulped the water down, "thank you so much."

I nodded and smiled, "though, I really shouldn't have done that. Especially since I need to dance again, I shouldn't eat before I dance." I nodded, that was true. "Well, you should take a break. I know how hard you work."

Younger me's eyebrows furrowed, "how? I don't even know who you are." I nodded, "well, I'm you, but from 2019." Younger me shook their head, "I don't think so," "oh really? Come look in the mirror." 

I held my hand out and pulled younger me up. We walked to the mirror and I saw younger me look us over, "we, we do look similar." I nodded and wrapped my arm around younger me. "I still don't believe you, tell me something only future me would know, something only I would know."

"Umm, in the future we go to the Grammys," younger me laughed. "The Grammys? I'm sorry, but I don't think so," I smiled, of course, he wouldn't believe that. "Well, something we would only know, you're still thinking of leaving BTS."

Younger me's face dropped, "well, wait, how do you know that?!" "Because I'm you," younger me nodded, "ok yeah, umm, do I leave?" younger me asked. I shook my head, "no, you don't. We're still a group."

Younger me nodded and smiled slightly, "do the fans like me?" I frowned, thinking about how most of the hate from the fans were directed at Namjoon, Taehyung, and me. "Well, some do, there are some who really like us. But, others..." I let my voice trail off.

Younger me let out a sigh, "alright, I understand." I nodded and hugged younger me, "it's alright though, here," I handed him the paper with 'I love you' written on it. "Keep it, that way if you need a reminder, it'll always be here."

"Thanks, can we meet the others?" I nodded, "of course, let's go now." Younger me smiled and took my hand, we walked to the room were everyone else was waiting. I saw Younger me smile when he saw everyone else. 

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