Gay at First {Completed}

Confession Part 2

•"After how much we've spent time together,you still say we're still friends?"
•"Yoongi,I-"
•"Do you know how much it hurts?"
•"Yoongi you've misunderstood.I said th-"
•"Said that because we never got together.Right.That's what you girls always say.No matter how close the relationship,you girls just use guys."
•"Yoongi this is getting out of hand."
•"It's enough Y/N.If you want to end things then all you have to do is tell me.You don't have to hurt me this way."
•"Yoongi we can talk and solve this pro-"
•"Talking is not the solution to this.We just have to put in some sense in what we do."
•"EXACTLY YOONGI!YOU ARE NOT MAKING SENSE!!You're just speaking out of anger.We never got together."

I gently placed my hands on his chest.

•"But we can make things right,Yoongi.Why don't you see that?"
•"I had enough of you Y/N.You don't seem to understand my feelings towards you."
•"WELL YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW MY FEELINGS TOWARDS YOU!"

I cried.

I sat on the bed harshly.

•"Y/N I-"
•"ARGHH!MIN YOONGI!!YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IS HURTING ME!!And I really hate it when people differentiate guys and girls.It's not only guys who get heartbroken.Girls too.And if you don't seem to understand that Yoongi,I don't think we'll do good together.And you can hate me all you want. CAUSE EVERYTHING WE HAD CHERISHED TOGETHER,IS GONNA END HERE.RIGHT THIS MINUTE.TODAY.AND FOREVER. If you don't seem to understand me or whatever I do,it's best we end things here.."
•"Y/N you can't say th-"
•"Yes,I can say whatever I want.I have the rights to speak for myself and for my future.Now,would you please get out?"
•"Y/N I-"
•"I SAID OUT!"

He left.Without a word.

He didn't even bother to confess..

WHY DID I EVEN FALL A GUY LIKE MIN YOONGI?!I should have just stayed gay.

Few years later..

I,Kim Y/N,have learnt how to forget the moments that both he and I had cherished.Memories are slowly fading away but...

I wished I had confessed to him.

*sigh*If only I could turn back time.

Well practically I am trying to learn how to move on but it doesn't really work.

I work at a cyber cafe.It isn't really that famous.Just few kids hang out after school and once in a blue moon you can see adults in the cyber cafe but mostly I am all alone.

It's called survival.

Also,I got a new look.Shoulder length rose gold hair,round black glasses,second piercing.It's not really my type but my friend who is a beautician,had just opened her shop.So she gave my this whole new look.

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It was a normal day of work.No one showed up so,I was at the front desk all by myself.I bought myself some Ramyeon and orange juice from the restaurant across the street.

Yes I know.We ate it together.Let's not talk about it,shall we?

I ate my lunch and just was active on social media for a while.And in no time,I was sleeping.

Legit sleeping.

I dreamt about him.He with another girl,settled down.

I don't even know why I dream about him these days.

Maybe I am just missing him.

I was laying my head on the bed when I woke up to the noise of someone banging my desk.

•"Huh?Right.Please right your name,number and address.Thank you."

That guy took the pen and that hand.I knew it.I've seen it.I've held it.

I looked up to find him.Yoongi.

I was lost for words.

After all this years,I am finally meeting him in person.I stood up.

He looked right into my eyes.And smiled.

It was obvious that he didn't recognise me.He then walked to one of the computers and started to use it.