Every life would always have its ups and downs...No one can say what will happen.. malalaman mo nalng pad anjan na... alam mo ba ang gagawin mo when the time comes? panu kung yung love life mo is a whole disaster...pero minsan feeling mo daig mo na Cinderella sa prince charming mo...
At times like these you'd have a lot of questions messing with you...yung tipong "bakit ganto?" "bKit sya pa?" "ano na ba gagawin ko?" at kung anu anu pa.... eh panu kung andami nang nagpasaya sayo pero at the same time,andami na ding nanakit sayo. Mayron pa ngang loyal sayo..merun namng lima na kayong pinagsabay sbay...
ano nga bang gagawin mo?
chapter 1:
Hi! I'm Maya :) I'm 13 yrs old.. a flash back two years ago.. grade six ako nun... oo na.. ang bata na :) pero here's the story...
Si Conrad... yep thats him... close kami nun :) until one time.. the table turned. But before that... lagi kaming magktxt..magkachat..lahat na :) nung month na yun... magkagalit kami nung bestfriend ko... si lassie. Kaya I was not sure who my real friends are. Si Clarisse.. akala ko sya ang papalit kay lassie..nung nalamn nyang crush ko si Conrad..sinabi nya.
Ambabaw ng rason ng pagkagalit ni Conrad that time.. pero hindi ko ba alam pero nasaktan ako... "may sinabi ba sayo si Clarisse?" yan ang tanung ko... "ahh.. oo. bakit kailangang sya pa magsabi? bakit kailangang sa iba ko pa malaman?bhala ka sa buhay mo!"
Ouch namn diba? of all the things na pwedeng sabihin..bakit yun pa? hindi ko tloy alam kung matatawa ba ako or what.
Nagdaan ang maraming ocations and celebrations na ako tong naghahabol sakanya and still... it.seemed like I messed up big time. hanggang sa pag graduate... wla padin....
Chapter 2:
This is the sad part of the story... the whole month of June... my dad was confined in a hospital in an ICU. I did not know what to do... but naalis namn sya sa hospital...
my mom told me that he got out and has left already. Ang tanung ko nun "mommy.. san sya pupunta?bt wala dito?" Sabi ni mommy hindi na daw babalik si Daddy... akala ko nga dati,nagkaroon ng kabit...yun pala my dad died around 8 in the morning. grabe yun.. try living a life without your dad who also became your kuya and saw as your bestfriend.
What a sorrowful life?not exactly... I know he died,but I cant hold on to that. If I did,then my life would not be moving forward right now.
Kung hindi ko tatanggapin ang nangyare,paano ko itutuloy ang buhay ko?parang movie lang yan...
pag may di ka maintindihan na scene..uulit ulitin mo hanggang sa hindi mo na natapos yung movie.
Kaya dapat parang X-games. move on... madami ka pang hahraping pagsubok sa buhay...Count that only as one of them.
Chapter 3:
First year life... I was expecting na Mdaming gwapo.. eh grabe! puro bakla ang new students -.-
may naging lovers and loves ako nuh :)))
Si Mark... ohmay! ok namn sya ehh... matalino,mabait...kaso I just cant see why I dont like him..pero friends pa namn kami :)
pano nga ba sya umamin?
for the last few weeks sa dulo ng ng gm nya may babae syang pinatatamaan.. sabi ko hindi ko sya papansinin hanggat di nya sinasabi sakin kung sino yun..and eventually sinabi din namn nya.
I didnt know how I would react...
Pero bago ko pa nalamn yun... may kinwento ako skanya... si Seth... sabi pa nga nya manliligaw sakin yun... nanligaw nga,pero after a few weeks... pati sya umamin. I really dont know why... bakit kung sino yung kaisaisang gusto ko..yun pa ang hindi makahalata.
