I'm not proud of this and it's not edited or anything but meh, here you go.
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They'd done it.
After years of hard work, love and loss.
They had finally done it.
They had killed all the titans.
That is...
Except for one.
Eren Jaeger, the last remaining Titan. A shifter, to be exact.
I just so happens to have the worst luck, as that guy Jaeger is me.
And I am a monster. I'm one of them. One of those horrible creatures that killed my people, that killed my family, my friends.
I don't deserve to be here.
Not after all I've done.
I deserve to be six feet under like the rest of those murderers.
And that is how I have come to this.
That is how I have come to be stood in front of the mirror located in my sleeping quarters, a bottle of sleeping pills in my hand, a handful of the small slightly blue tablets poised in palm as I stared at them, pondering over my life.
The only good thing to come of my life was Lance Corporal Levi, or Heichou as I called the short, strong man.
We had formed a close bond in the past few months, along with my ever growing love for the small leader. Not that he ever knew of it, of course.
He was the reason I held on so long.
It was so I could stay with him for as long as we had.
But the titans are all dead now.
I don't have to hold on any longer.
I could hear a faint knocking on my door as I stood motionless, still gazing at the blue-white medicine.
''Jaeger" a muffled voice called from the other side of the wood.
I ignored that sound, deeming it pointless to answer as it would change nothing.
Slowly, cautiously, I lifted the palmful of pills to my lips.
Tipping them into my awaiting mouth, I swallowed them dry, not caring about the clogging sensation in my hoarse throat.
......
......
The knocking got louder as the minutes went by, waiting for the drugs to take affect.
My mind was getting drowsy, my body sloppy and tired.
I could feel my organs shutting down.
THUD
I didn't feel the pain as my body fell to the floor, nor did I hear the loud noise of the impact from the collision.
Everything was muffled.
Feeling,
Sound,
Sight,
All of it.
It was almost like my mind was separated from my body with a flood. A flood of murky, uncomprehendable darkness, blanketing reality in a sheen of uncertainty and deceit.
The banging was urgent and consistent now.
Frantic shouting could also be heard from outside my rotting wooden door.
My consciousness was shifting now.
I couldn't tell what was the real world and what was heaven.
Although for me, hell. Because there was no way on earth I was going to heaven after what I'd done.
My eyes shifting in and out of focus, the lids barely open a crack, could see the light you always hear about when you die.
An almight crack resounded around the room as my head lolled to the side, just in time to witness splinters erupt from the wooden frame of the door and a blurred figure rush into the room.
Darkness was overpowering my mind, my eyes stuggling to stay open.
I could feel it.
This was the end.
A sudden warmth encased my shoulders, shaking them violently.
ER...RE...REN..EREN
A voice was calling out my name, but I couldn't force the lids of my eyes to lift.
..REN.... T'S ME, LEVI!...'M HERE.. S GOING TO BE OKAY
The voice was more desperate this time
A regret formed in my mind as I realised it was Heichou who had found me,
but it's too late now.
I can feel the hand of death reaching to grab me.
I love you, Jaeger. We'll meet again. I promise.
Those words and the slash of a knife, a warm hand holding mine were the last things I felt, heard, smiled for.
Then the dark took us both.
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