Screw Love

Chapter Five: First Date

HI GUYS!! Sorry I didn't update. Not gonna lie, sometimes, you just don't feel like it but bare with me. This chapter is long but I hope you really like it. ENJOY!!!!

NICOLE

Friday started off great, I mean seriously. So, I had walked up to Blake and we called each other names, you know, teasing each other. So then, when he called me four-eyes, I pretended to be mad and told him that he would have to get us kicked out of class again in order to win back my forgiveness (I'm so devious). I threw a ball at a bitch named Chelsea who tripped me last week while we were running. She was also the one who made that sleazy comment at the door on the first day. I was so happy when I hit her with the ball!! Go Nicole, YES!!!

So then, Blake and I got kicked out and went to the empty classroom on the other side of the alumni building. We decided to continue our game of truth or dare and he did the moonwalk as a dare. For truth, he asked me if I thought our relationship was going too fast. I thought about it and it really did make sense.

I mean, we met two weeks ago, not two years ago so of course, I felt excited at first. But now, I do feel like it is going a little too fast. Then again, it felt like such a thrill, you know? Dating him is like riding on the rollercoaster and everything is speeding up. I've heard of girls who had given up their virginity for guys they'd only known for about a month or less because they thought "boyfriends" would stay with them. Then, the guy would leave them. I just hope I'm not going down the same path with Blake. He seems so nice and everything, but I have to find out if there's more to it than that or that he wasn't putting on a show.

Anyway, his dare for me was to put my hand down his pants. I did that but it went further than that because I started to jerk him off. In the heat of the moment, I kept on doing it until the bell rang, right before he was about to....you know. I never really liked saying the word "cum". But yeah, we ran back, got our stuff on and before I could leave, he snuck into the locker room and kissed me. I ran out and Mr. Mollow grabbed my arm, saying I shouldn't hang out with Blake. He basically said that Blake was "trouble" and "bad news" and blah blah blah. After I went to my second class, I didn't talk to Blake for the rest of school hours. Honestly, I don't really know what's wrong with me. I mean I think it's because I'm worried that he may leave me. Or maybe he doesn't like me as much as I think he does.

Is he just using me?

We were supposed to go on our date on Friday night but I found out last minute that someone took Mom's shift at work. She didn't work Saturday and Sunday for some reason and on Monday, Blake couldn't go because he said that he had "errands to run". I was like, "really?". Blake, you're seventeen, what errands do you have to do? I'm not gonna lie, I was very suspicious in what the "errands" were and I even texted him this:

Me: So what was the "errands" u had to run?

Blake: Had to get an application for a job to work at the mall.

Me: as what?

Blake: To clean and serve food at a food court. Lemme send u a pic of it.

He sent a picture of application for Starbucks and Subway.

Me: oh. this is your first job?

Blake: naw, I worked at Wendy's before and did a little construction work for my uncle.

Me: I should probably get a job.

Blake: if u want a "job", you can definitely use your hands for it.

Me: omg, u r so gross. lol.

Blake: lmao, cutie pie.

Me: handsome boy