fresh start (mindless behavior love story)

time for a change (chp 1)

This is what I'm visualizing how Erin looks like

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"No! Don't hit me PLEASE" I screamed

PUNCH

"stop your hurting me"

SLAP

"No ! No ! No ! NOOOOOO" I said screaming to the top of my lungs

"Erin wake up" my friend Asia said

I woke up looking around the room with tears in my eyes

I can't take this Asia .... I'm having too many night mares about him

Asia pulled me into a hug rocking me back and forth " it's going to be ok Chica I got you" she said cooing me

If your wondering what happen let me explain . Ya see not to long ago I got rape and beat up by my EX boyfriend Vante . He wanted sex but I wouldn't give it to him . I wanted our first time to be sentimental and romantic and after we got married. He wanted something totally different . That night he came to my house drunk and all , I could smell it on his clothes. I told him to lay down and sleep it off , so I put in the bedroom but a soon as I started walking out . BAM! He knock me out . I later woke up to him raping the fuck out of me. I tried to stop him by hitting him but that ain't work . He beat me up so bad that if Asia ain't come in I would have been done for good.

Asia. Asia. Asia. What would I do without her. The BEST best friend you could ever have . Me and this girl been through hell and back . We've been friends since we were divas in diapers . She stands up for herself and that's what I like about her most . But she's been through a lot . Her mom is all she got . Her daddy was an drug dealer who later got shot right in front of her face . Her grandma died in her arms . Her little brother Chance got hit by a car , luckily he didn't die but you get the point. Asia began living with me when we started going to NYU . So we're with each other all the time

"You know what I think Chica " Asia said gently

"What 's on your mind " I asked still wiping my tears

"I think we should move , ya know start our life over".

" a new start huh " I said while pondering about it .

" yea I think that's what we both need"

" but were would we go , what college would we transfer to ? "

" I was thinking we go to california and for the college california state university"

" welp let's do it then " I said smiling

This is the first time I smiled in a long time .

" this is gonna to be great , I love you Chica Good night " Asia said going back to her bed.

" good night love " I said going back to sleep.

First story ever how did I do. Yay or Nay 👍👎😄😄