The Heart Accent Lamp

Lies and rosses

" Mom.... Pluem.. err.. he's my boyfriend now" i whispered on her ears

" Really?! That's nice to hear then" She answered as she continued folding the clothes

" wait??.. what..aren't you curious about how we ended together or how did that hell happened to us?" I said as i place my hands on my waist

" well i'm not.. why would I?, if he will make my baby happy then why do i need to interfere right?, besides i know how he loves you, i know that he cares for you a lot" she added

" cares for me a lot my ass" i murmured and moved my eyes heavenwards

" he always bully me at school, remember the time i came home with wounds and scars on my body? He and his gang did it" i answered

" well.. okay let's put it that way..but still he was sorry right? And he helped you clean your wounds too" she winked

" no he did not" i pouted

" tch.. i remember putting color red band aid on your nape and last time when i got home i saw it was changed into different color, don't tell me you did it on your own, how can you put it exactly to the wound part huh" she eyed me

" well... okay.. i lost again... do you think he really cares for me that big time mom?"

" yes baby he does, when he brought you home last time he asked me if he could sleep with you that time and take care of you so that he could pay the debt that burden him, he also told me about that bully thingy and he was really sorry i saw it on his eyes, he even kneeled down for my forgiveness and he also asked me for your hand, he asked me if he could take care of you as his boyfriend"

Mom continued talking while i was stunned, digesting every single details that mom is saying

He kneeled down

He asked for my hand

He wanted to be my boyfriend

He is so cute

"And beside you already did it right?"

"Yes...." wait what

" NO!! mom what are you saying?"

" you are telling me different than your movements, i know you better than yourself"

" mom, what if one day he was lying? And he hurts me? Played me? What will happen to me, what are you going to do, what if he finds someone better than me, or what if one day he and his girlfriend......" i stopped when mom hugged me

"No words would be more powerful than affirmations to yourself. If people wouldnt see the beauty in you take the chance to empower yourself and let your light shines above. Don't belittle yourself cheer up keep your chin up. I know that he loves you. I know it and i saw it on his own eyes" she said  while rubbing my back

" ouch MOM" i shouted as she pinched my butt

" why ? does it hurt that much? " she said and laughed

" no, i was shocked duh" i said and laughed but in reality i wanted to jump because of pain. My butt really hurts because of that Pluem ish

Speaking of Pluem my phone suddenly rung and i saw his name flashed on the screen.

" go answer it" Mom said

I walked outside the terrace and locked it, mom give me a sharp eye, i stocked my tongue out at her to tease her.

I answered the phone with my trembling hands.

" yes?" I said

" how are you baby?" He answered