Eunha's POV:
"JuNgKoOkIe?!"
"That's what I said."
"It's impossible!! HE'S DEAD FOR GOD'S SAKES!!! THERE'S NO WAY THAT HE CAN BE IN THAT VIDEO!!"
My tears were starting to fill my eyes.
"Unnie... that's him. You can clearly see it. That's Jungkook Oppa."
"NO!!! THERE'S NO WAY!!! EVEN IF IT WERE HIM... HE WOULD COME TO SEE ME!!! HE WOULD EXPLAIN EVERYTHING!!"
My tears were streaming down my face.
"Unnie... you see him, don't you?? He's right there in front of you!!"
"YOU DON'T GET IT DO YOU SINB?!! HE'S GONE!!! HE'S NOT HERE!!!"
"HE'S RIGHT THERE IN THE VIDEO!!!"
"HE'S DEAD!!!!"
"What happened to hope?? What happened to still believing that he's out there?!!"
"HOPE?!! THE ONLY HOPE I HAD DIED ALONG WITH HIM!!!"
I took a deep breath in.
"SinB... my only hope was for him to be alive."
"But he's right there Unnie!!! That's what I don't get. He's right there."
"We BURIED him. How can you forget that??"
"HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FORGET THAT?!! WHAT KIND OF HEARTLESS JERK DO YOU THINK I AM?!!! You just need to hope!! You can't give up on hope Unnie!!"
"Well, you know what they say about hope SinB. It breeds eternal MISERY!!! And I don't want to live like that."
I walked towards the stairs and paused.
*sniffs* "I watched him die... I... I heard him BREATHE his LAST breath. How am I supposed to hope when I saw my hope die right in front of him. I refuse to live in a world where I keep getting my hopes up... hoping that he's still alive... I DON'T want to live in a place where I constantly keep thinking about him. I want to say goodbye for good SinB. I NEED to let him go!!"
"But unnie. He's right-"
*sobbing* "HE'S DEAD SINB!!! ALRIGHT!!! DEAD, DECEASED, GONE!!! AND THERE'S NOTHING WE CAN DO TO GET HIM BACK NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU HOPE FOR IT OR NOT!!! HE WILL NEVER COME BACK!!! WE WILL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN!!" *voice cracking* "No matter how much we want to!!"
I ran up the stairs into my room that has no door.
I threw myself onto the floor and started sobbing.
Come back!! Please!!! I need you!!! I can't go on any linger pretending that you don't exist...
I NEED YOU!!!
I clenched onto the bed sheets, punching them as I sobbed.
YOU WERE EVERYTHING TO ME!!! HOW COULD YOU LET ME GO?!!
HOW DARE YOU?!!
HOW DARE YOU BREAK YOUR PROMISE AND LEAVE ME HERE WITH A HEART FULL OF LOVE?!!
*voice breaking* *whispering* "How DaRe you LeAvE me... when I NeEdEd you MOST!!"
I climbed onto my bed and layed there.
I looked out my window and saw all of the stars in the sky.
*voice breaking* *whispering* "How DaRe YoU TAKE him AwAy from Me?!"
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I Lost You 2: Back Again
FanfictionOnce gone... now back. Pursuing her career as a singer, Eunha will now experience the emotion that she thought she had forgotten. BTS's Jeon Jungkook is the heartthrob of all girls and women. What will happen when their paths reunite?? How will Eunh...
