Kurai's story

Disasters are ahead

I was still lost in my own mind, hearing voices that i knew, walking around then. I heard my mom hand a hard shoot and Immediately sat up again, what caused almost that i got in contact with my head and haizakis head, i feel that he is tapping with his vingers in my hand.

" You don't belong here." I hear Haizaki  say, " If only that little bit will get you to fall on the ground, i think this isn't the sport that is for you."

I looked to the ground. " Maybe it isn't, maybe it is. If my god damm past wasn't gonna get me then it would be good." I stomped the ground. I see in my eye corners that haizaki doesn't know where i am talking about.

" What are you talking about with memories ?" I heard haizaki say.

I want to change my sitting position to a other position but haizaki put a hand on my shoulder and i felt like a couldn't move. " say it." haizaki said with a calm tone. " i wouldn't tell every one else i promise, Katei-san."

I nodded and tell a bit of the story. From that moment we were talking about many things. Laughing, and smiling. And for a second i didn't feel something else, the pain of home, the memories nothing. I saw that kidou gave a high-five to a blue hair guy while the others were playing, like they where playing a game and i and Haizaki where the persons who they have control of, but i think haizaki didn't saw that.

" Kurai, come down stairs!" I hear my mom yell. " Yeah, mom i am already here" I said while eating  pancakes. " Looks like you have a good humor today, kurai " my mom said before she walks away . I wanted tell something but it wil not help, i jumped of my chair and trew away my food. " I don't need to eat, i will be fat again if i do."

I got to school. I wasn't ready for today. I walked the entrance in and heard people talk to each other look at me and then laugh. I didn't cared first but later i realised it was about the things i and haizaki talked about, for example my past. I saw the populair girls walk to me with that snob walk and there expensive clothes.

" Go out off my way, miss piggy. No one likes you, not your friends or your family, because you are fat. Your mom killed herself because of you, no one would like to have a child like you" The queen bee said. I held in my tears. I packed my backpack and runned away . When i runned back to the entrance i saw for a second Haizaki looking at me but it is to late now to talk.

When i was outside i called a friend here in japan, if i could sleep there and runned away without saying it to someone.

" It is time."