Chapter 9

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Jimin's POV

My head is pulsating, My sight is blurry, I'm dizzy and I can't think straight. Even though my sight is blurry I can see the anger boiling off of Jungkook. His hand is gripping the top of the steering wheel with white knuckles, his over hand is gripping the stick shift while he's holding so tightly no blood supply is limited in which turns his hand white.

I try to start conversations like,

'How was your day?'

'Why did you save me?'

'What are your interests?'

But nothing seems to be coming out, so I just sit in the passenger seat admiring his tensed jaw muscles flexing and retracting.

'Oh god I would love to just pull this car over, Climb onto his lap and have him fuck me senc-'

WHAT THE FUCK am I thinking about, he's my only friend, my savior, my hope. And I can't be thinking those disgusting thoughts. What if he could hear my thoughts and he would think I'm weird and gross and never want to be around me anymore. Like every other person in my life, even my whole mother left me.

What would make him stay?

I snap out of my thoughts as Jungkook slams the door to his car and storms inside his house, I'm shocked when I realize how hot is when he's angry. I slowly make it outside the car and walk hesitantly inside his still luxurious house. I take my shoes off and slowly walk to his room and knock quietly.

I don't get a response and I just open the door slowly, "Jungkook?" I whisper when I see him sitting on the edge of his bed with his head in his hands. I steadily walk closer to the angry jock and kneel in front of him and slowly grab his hand and hold it.

"Jungkook what's wrong, if it's for the fact of what my dad did don't be I'm used to it. I'm used to being beaten and assaulted and told no one will love me or no one cares. But clearly that not true, you wouldn't have done anything, your the first person to ever help me."

Jungkook looks at me and I see his beautiful tear glazed eyes and I wipe his eyes with my thumbs and kiss his cheeks reshoring him that everything is ok. I sit on the bed next to him and rub his back and the rest of his tears fall.

He grabs my thighs and pulls me on top of him and falls backwards onto his back, I'm looking at him confused and he laughs patting his chest and I finally get what he's saying and I lay on his chest. I cuddle deeper into his neck and shoulder and he kisses my cheek tenderly.

I feel my eyes slowly lowering and darkness clouds my brain, I feel the hold on my waist tighten and I slightly smile knowing I'm In the arms of the man I love.

'Wait did I just say 'LOVE!''

1 Hour later~

I slowly open my eyes to a still asleep Jungkook, I smile and kiss his neck slightly. His eyes open slightly and hold my waist tighter. I kiss his neck again and he laughs, he grabs my thigh and I sit up on his hips but just below his dick.

He slowly grazes my thigh with his finger tips and I'm holding back a moan as his fingers go dangerously close to my semi-hardened member. But I spot something pastel pink and lacey, I crawl off his lap and off the bed towards said object.

I slowly pick up said object and my eyes go wide at what I'm holding.

"WHAT THE FUCK! Why do you have woman's underwear in your fucking bedroom!"

Jungkook immediately rushes off the couch and grabs the underwear and throws it in the trash next to his bed. "Please let me explain" he says in an almost desperate tone, I slowly nod hesitantly as he leads me to his warm, soft bed.

"What the fuck Jungkook, I trusted you?"

"I know your mad at me, but let me explain. Before school a couple days ago, when we met I kinda had a one night stand with a girl, well I used to be a playboy." My eyes widen at this new information and I move farther away from him and I see the hurt littering his face.

"Please! It was before I knew you, but I wanna change, I wanna only be yours and no one else's." He pleads and I move closer to him and cup his face with my hands. "I would never leave you, but I'm just hurt that I had to find this (I point towards the underwear in the trash can) But I wanna make sure that your NEVER gonna do this again."

He nods quickly and hugs me to the point I fall backwards onto the bed and Jungkook lands on top of me. I giggle when I feel him pecking my neck, I start scrambling around under him when he starts tickling my sides. "Jun-gkook s-stop it t-tickles!" I shoat at the top of my lungs in between laughs.

He stops and looks down and notices the position were in, he's in between my legs and my thighs are riding up his shirt to expose his perfectly toned abs. I gulp when he stares back at me with lust in his eyes but I can tell he doesn't wanna do anything right now.

His hand lightly touches my thigh and slowly slides them down and onto my sides, I whine when his cold hands go under my shirt and touch my warm, sun kissed skin. His hands show wonder and fascination as he touches my skin with the slightest pressure.

I moan when his hands reach closer to my clothed dick and his eyes snap towards me and immediately stops his actions. "I'm s-sorry I've never been with a g-guy before" he stutters as he goes to get up.

I grab his collar of his shirt and smash my lips to him, he responds immediately and smiles into the kiss as his hands find purchase on my thigh as I flip us over for me on top. His tongue swipes my bottom lip and I gladly open my mouth further to allow him explore my mouth.

I moan when his tongue meets mine and dances in my mouth as he explore every nook of my cavers. His hands go from my thighs to my ass and squeezes the thick skin and I whine when he flips us over and starts licking on my neck.

His warm tongue makes contact with my skin and I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him closer to my neck, he groans and grinds on my hips and dick. His lips are sinful when he sucks onto my sweet spot above my collarbone and he smirks onto my skin.

I wrap my legs around his waist and pull his dick closer to my hips and I moan when I feel his large hard dick meeting mine, he giggles and starts doing hard grinds down onto my dick and I swear I could get off to this.

His hands to down to the hem of his shirt and pulls it off, my eyes go wide at the obvious muscles being shown, I wanna bite and suck each and every one of them. I sit up and push Jungkook down onto his bed, I crawl onto his thighs and start kissing and sucking his neck. He groans and throws his head back as I start kissing down his chest and land on his abdomen.

I peck one of his abs and he groans and grips my hair, I suck on his flexing muscles and mark every single one as mine, I want Jungkook to belong to me buy the time I'm done with this.

"Who do you belong to?~" I whisper against his chest and all he can do is groan. I trail up and bite his neck when he doesn't respond and he grips my waist hard enough to leave marks the next day.

"I said who do you belong to?" I whisper louder next to his ear and he stutters on his own words. "Y-You, I-I belong t-to you" I smile against his neck and lick his neck from the base to the bottom of him ear.

I sit up and look at the master piece I created and I love seeing Jungkook panting and catching his breath under me. But I know that once he starts commanding me to do shit I'm done for, I'm extremely submissive and I'm screwed if he wants to do anything further.

Jungkook sees the hesitation on my face and sits up, he holds my face with his hands. "We don't have to do anything baby" he whispers but I shake my head and spread my leg being as suggestive as possible.

I bite my lip and point my finger at him and curl in repeatedly suggesting his to come closer. "Do you have lube~?" I whisper close to his ear, I lick and bite the lobe as he shakes his head quickly. "Ok we can go without it, but you do have condoms yes? Considering you sleep with girls everyday.". He quickly shakes his head, "I did do that baby, but I want you to be the very last person I have sex with on this bed."

I smile and nod, I snake my hand threw his hair and pull him into a long and heated kiss.

"I love you, and I want to belong to you and only you." Jungkook whispers against my ear.

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