Dpv
I ran. I ran as fast as i could. What if he finds out? Even if he did why would he care. He doesn't and that's hard, cold, facts. I ran. Farther. Farther Farther! I need to run. He cant find out. he just CAN'T.
"Why can't i just end it!" i yelled once i got to a nearby cliff. I just choked on my own sobs. I don't care who was watching. I didn't care who cared. I didn't care how worried my mom was. Wait, mom. She would surely call the police, or even worse. The pros. "Damnit" i whispered. I had no idea who was watching.
(Quick a/n, this is also a daddyzaiwa, where Aizawa is a dad figure later in the story. Like right now :P)
Apv (Aizawa Point of View)
Ive been following that kid ever since he got out of the hospital. Damn he had a good singing voice! I was so confused why he was singing such a sad song though. His mother talked to me and Toshi (look im smart i know part of All Might's real last name :P) saying he was such a happy little boy but that he was quirkless. And he wanted to be a hero but started acting more dull about the dream.
I stopped short when i saw an ash blond haired boy hide behind a dumpster and watch.
'Did he know my izuku?' Wait, what did i just think. 'He's so cute I could hug the crap out of him and call him son every morning!' Wait what?
The broccli and the ash blond that izu called "kacchan" started talking until Izu ran off. Of course i followed him. 'Is he ok?' I thought as i ran silently, which was extremely hard since this kid was like trying to chase a gust of wind.
'Why'd he run to a cliff!' I imediatally ran faster. Faster than i ever had before. "Why can't i just end it!"
I was just shocked. I froze. I couldn't move. Why would he say that. "Damnit" he whispered glancing at his watch. He walked off, tears rolling down his face as he threw on a big fake, Pathetic Smile. I saw through it. Anyone could.
As i walked home I couldn't stop thinking about that kid. He's been through so much. He doesn't deserve to feel sad. I barely knew him but I felt like he was a son to me. Me and Mic had never had the time to adopt children, let alone have any. I just was worried that if we had any kids we would forget about our responibilities.
As i walked in the door with a sad look on my face, thinking. Mic imediatally latched onto me with our cat on the floor mewing for attention.
"HEY BABY" Mic yelled bacically killing my eardrums. " Ow Mic........." i said in a sad voice. " what's wrong hun?" Mic said imediatally calming down. " Everything?" I questioned myself flopping belly flopping onto the couch. " All you need is your sleeping bag and your a catipillar" Mic snickered, still calm...... for now. Soon he'll be yelling at me that i should rest more or i'll colapse. Classic Mic.
Soon enough it was about 11pm after we finished watching "Spiderman Far From Home" (just watched it in theaters. It's awesome!) " Mic?" I said. "YA SWEETIE!...... Oh sorry hun im being to loud again arn't i? Anyways whats up Shota?" I gathered up enough courage finally. "Ummm well....." I started as he looked into my eyes intently. "I- ummmm- want -uhhhh- k-ki-kids!" I yelled (which i rarely did) blushing, looking like a pomegranite.
'What the hell did i just say!!!
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I'm sorry this took so long. Also sorry it's short. Quick update: its fuckin 98 degrees today where i live!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okie thats it bye bye cupcakes.
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Pathetic Smile (Discontinued So Yeah....)
FanfictionIzuku is always known as peppy, happy, and excited to be involved, but when some of his darkest secrets are revealed to the entire school, his life is threatened by his own mind. His mother knows he suffers from anxiety, depression, and bullying but...