6/10/19
i am now discontinuing this story.
I never write or add in to this story anymore now that I have been writing imagines in my other book.
the imagines book is doing a lot better than this book, also.
I really don't have any more inspiration to finish this story or add on.
but I promise I will be more active on my imagines book and write more.
the plot to this story wasn't really planned out either, and not to mention: it's sad.
I started writing this story in a dark part of my life and now that i am better, writing sad things is just not something I want to be involved anymore.
I'm sure you readers do not want to read anything sad either, so here's a bonus chapter to end all the sad stuff.
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finns pov:
I have been sitting in this chair all night, waiting for her to wake up.I didn't want to sleep because I wanted to be there when she woke up.
I stared at her body and the details in her face.
god, she's beautiful.
I kept staring at her but something caught my attention.
her hand.
di-did it move?
I was thinking that I was just seeing things but then it moved again.
her hand slowly moving across the surface of her hospital blanket.my heart beat started racing as I slowly got up from my chair.
"y-y/n?"
she slowly moved her head towards me and slightly smiled.
"finn." she said in complete awe.
tears started forming in my eyes as doctors rushed in but I just focused on her.
holy shit.
she's awake.
she's here.I sighed on relief and smiled as the nurses brought her food and doctors had checked up on her.
after they left the room and y/n was sitting up in her bed, eating apple slices and drinking water, i finally decided to speak.
"I fucking missed you, y/n."
she looked at me and smirked.
"really? you only just met me before everything happened."
"but y/n, you don't understand how many sleepless night I've been through.-"
I sat back down in my chair right next to her bed.
-"how much worrying I've been through. and it was all worth it, because here you are..beautiful as can be even if your still recovering."y/n blushed and looked down.
I lifted her chin up with my hand and caressed her cheek.
"so what I only met you a couple before this happened. I've realized how much I love you, y/n y/l/n. I truly do. and everything we've been through together was worth it. because right now, I'm about to kiss the love of my life." my voice getting softer as I smiled and leaned in towards her face, switching from her lips to her eyes.
I closed my eyes as I leaned in and her lips touched mine.
as we shared our kiss, I felt her arms wrap around my neck and my heart race.
this was officially the best day of my life.
your POV:
god dammit I love this boy.
now i finally know what it's like to be loved.