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12 PM

You went back to your house that you shared with Yoongi. You didn't know where to go, you left your university dorm and took a gap year ever since you were to stressed over everything. Yoongi provide everything for you, though you feel guilty about it but being a foster kid you had no one to lean on. And when Yoongi came to the picture there's some weight lift off from your shoulder.

Finally you have someone to love, someone who cares deeply about you, and someone to hold at cold night. Knowing the terrible things that Yoongi might did which probably much worse than that, scared you.

Yoongi is your home. If you lost him, you don't know what would you do. Wiping your tears, suddenly your curiosity got the best of you.

You stumble upon Yoongi's office, deep down you were hoping it was a coincidence. Your yoongi wouldn't do something like that, he might have cold demeanor outside but that's not the Yoongi you know. To just kill someone like that. But to your confusion, his eyes didn't show any pity or guilty when he pulled the trigger. It's like, he had done it before. Like he already used to do it.

You search through his drawers, and find nothing. You sighs heavily, then you stare at the huge bookshelf that he has. Bracing yourself to search for any secret that the bookshelf might holds. You search to every book, and one of the book can't be pulled from the bookshelf. You push the book and your eyes drop when the bookshelf shows it's true function. There were at least twenty of them, all different kind of guns, knifes and a secret safety box.

"I'm sorry."

Yoongi's voice booming, maybe your heartbeat sounds too loud that you couldn't hear Yoongi's footsteps when he came home and entering the room.

Your legs feel weak, you fell right onto the floor. Yoongi quickly catch you in his embrace. And you burst out of tears, "Please, please explain these Yoongi."

"I didn't mean for you to find this out like this.."

"Then how you wanted me to find this out Yoongi?! Explain all of this to me right now!" You shout out of frustration.

"Please explain all of this to me," you beg again. Your voice sound hoarse from crying.

Gulping, Yoongi prepared himself to explain it to you slowly. "I didn't lie to you about this is being a family business. Half of the company does a part in export and import. And about the other half.. the company was started as.. other business in the first place. But as time it merge into much bigger company and it continues to serve both field."

"What was the other half?" You mumble.

"Mostly drugs and guns," He continue. "I'm the only heir of it so I couldn't just neglect it or just leave it. It has been a part of my life y/n even way before I met you. It always been."

"But you are a part of my life too, now." Tear escape his eyes as he hold on to you tightly. "I can't- I can not live my life without you. I'm so sorry I lied to you, I was too afraid of you hating me. I was too afraid of you being afraid of me. I was too afraid if you ever going to leave me. So please, forgive me."

"You know I love you so much to do that Yoongi, I would never hate you." You murmur against his chest. He beams.

"But Yoongi, I think we need some space."