the singer and the Barkeeper

Chapter 18

Emily pov

One hour later

We all are sitting on the couch and talk, I love to talk to them but I can't help to think about my brother he's now 2 Weeks missing and I break every day a little more, it's pure torture that I don't know if he's alive or not, My mum is totaly broken and I don't think she can handle that feeling any longer, SHit MUM.

I quickly stand up and fastly walk to my room without saying anything and lock the door. I grab my phone and dial my mums number.

I wait for A few seconds till "Hello?" I hear the broken voice of my mother, "Hey mum, it's me. I want to know how you are and for real not that, I'm okay, even if you're not." I walk back and forth in my room and ignore the knocking on my door. "I'm not okay, I have hope but I just loose the feeling that he's alive, emmy what if he's traped under stones and can't move? Or he got kidnapped?" She asks now crying and I feel my tears coming too. "I don' know mum but we can't think like that okay, We need to be strong, We can't break now, How about as long as he's missing you come to me and life with me in my apartment?" I say trying to sound strong for my mum, she already lost the love of her life she can't loose her son too. And I can't loose my brother not after dad died. "I don't know emmy." She says quietly. "Mum please we could help each other and you woudln't be alone. Please do it for me." I plead and walk faster back and forth, then I hear loud banging at my door and roll my eyes "Leave me alone" I shout in a angry voice, I didn't mean to shout angry. "No I won't leave till I can come in and hold you." Shit it's alison, I thought it was hanna, "I'm sorry ali but I can't right now I'm on the phone." I shout this time less angry. "Emmy?" I hear my mum say on the phone. "Yes?" I say with slight hope in my voice. "if it'll make you happy I'll life at yours till damon is back." She says and I smile but it instantly fades at the thought that they may won't find him. "Yes, that would make me happy mum." I say and look at the door and realise that the knocking stoped "Okay emmy then I'll come tomorow okay?" She says slowly and I nod even tho she can't see me. "Okay, see you tomorow, I love you mum." I say and start to walk to my door, but stop after 2 steps after I after I saw a picture of me and damon. "I love you more, Bye Emmy" She says and ends the call, I walk to the picture and take it,

Flashback

I look at damon at the door and he looks handsome with his uniform. I walk to him and hug him really tight and start to cry, "I'll miss you so much, please promise me you'll come home save." I say still hugging him. He breakes the hug and I look up at him because he's taller than me, "I promise sis, you won't get rid of me that easly okay? I love you." He says and I hug him again. "I love you too"

End of flashback

Right now I cry really hard, I slowly feel my legs go weak and fall on my knees and hug the picture of us. I miss him so fucking much.

Alison pov

I'm sitting infront of her door now for 10 minutes and I really need to get in because I hear her crying and I can't stand the sound of that. "Hanna do you have something like a spare key for ems room?" I shout over to her and she walks to me "What?" She asks confused, doesn't she know that her best friend is crying in her room right now? "I need to get to em and won't open the door so I need a spare key or something like that to get to her." I say still sitting at the door. She nods and walks away.

After a minute she comes back and gives me a key, I stand up and open the door. As I look inside ems room I see her on the ground crying, holding onto a picture. I slowly walk to her and go down so that I can hug her. Her head fastly turns to me and I can see her red puffy eyes. I touch her cheek and she closes her eyes and leans into my touch. "I..I miss h..him so much." she says still with closed eyes and I don't say anything, I just hug her and she starts to cry on my shoulder. I stroke my hand on the back of her hair and kiss her forhead, After 5 minutes of sitting on the ground and me holding her, I have an idea, I don't know if this is the best idea but I think it would help her at least a bit.