letter two

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Dear the boy I first kissed,

You probably won't know,
anything about the LGBT community.
Or even care about our childish first kiss.
Just a girl,
and a boy who happened to kiss.

I thought it would be like fireworks,
or maybe it might even clear up something.
Instead it was so uncomfortable,
and it didn't feel right.
At least for me.

I heard that in the future,
you've even a got girlfriend.
Probably kissed her too.
But the thing is,
I started to realize that maybe,
I'm not attracted to anyone in that way.

As I'm even writing this,
I'm now not dating anyone.
Don't get it wrong,
I'm not hung over you.
I'm not longing to date you.

There was just something,
I learned about myself.
Which at the time was little to nothing.

I just want to,
thank you for being my friend.
Even if,
we're not in each other's lives anymore.
You really left a imprint on me.
Again thank you,
and I hope you forgotten me by now.

Sincerely,
the girl who finally opened her eyes.

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