My Bad Boy Destiny (RM FF)

Date

I woke up and see the beautiful sky. And I look around my room. Then something struck me, I have a date to that Namjoon guy. I hurry up and prepare for it. I took a shower and found a cute dress to wear. I go down the stair. I found him in the kitchen with my mom.

Mom: Oh dear you're awake

Namjoon: G-good M-morning

You: G-good M-morning t-too

Mom: Come have breakfast before your date

I blush amd I think he saw me
----Time Skip----
After we have breakfast. He leaded me to his car and I bid my mom goodbye. You felt akward with him. So you started the conversation.

You: Uhmm........ I think we should know each other. I'm Shin Y/N, Nice to meet you.

Namjoon: I'm Kim Namjoon and I don't like you, end of conversation.

I look at him pissed and look away. How could a hamdsome man like him can be this cold at me. I just look at the window.

Namjoon P.O.V.
I look at her, she just look at the window. I was cold to her earlier when she just want to know me properly. I don't want her to get clingy on me. Because I don't love and like her. I love somebody, and that somebody is my girlfriend Jinyi. I really hate my parents because they arrange this stupid marriage. I hate this, I think I just hurt her feelings.

Your P.O.V.
I really feel awkward so I just tell him what I know.

You: I know your secret

He looked at me shock

You: I know you have a girlfriend

Namjoon: H-how d-did y-you k-know

You: Your girlfriend is Shin Jinyi, right?

Namjoon: You know her, how?

You: She's my cousin, she always mention you to me. That's why I know about it. Its okay don't worry.

I give him my fake smile. I don't know why but I feel like being jelous at my cousin. I know that she's better than me thats why I'm always being compared to her. I'm sad and feel lonely at the same time.

Namjoon: We're here

I look outside and we are at a park. It look beautiful and peaceful. I run at a bench and sit their. Namjoon followed and walk passed me. I just ignored him. Then somebody walk to me.

Jinyi: Cous........

You: Oh, you're here too.

Jinyi: I just like it here, its beautiful and peaceful.

She sees someone familiar.

Jinyi: NAMJOONIEEEEEEEE!!!!!

Namjoon: Oh, babe, you're here.

Jinyi: Why are you and Y/N here?

You: I was just curious about your boyfriend so I decided hangout with him.

I gave my cousin a smile. But it hurts to lie to my closest cousin. But I don't want to hurt her feelings. So I just lied to her.

Jinyi: Oh, so...... is he nice, cous?

You: Can say that

Jinyi gigled and hug Namjoon. She left and Namjoon talk to me.

Namjoon: You don't need to lie to her

You: I know, but, I don't want to hurt her feelings. After all she my closest cousin after all.

You cried a little but Namjoon didn't see it. You felt relief that he didn't see you cry. You got to his car. The akwardness earlier comeback. It was silence all the way to your house. He drop you off. You immediately go to your room knowing that your parents is not at home. You continue your cry earlier at your room. It still sting you in your heart. You hated it so much. You just want to escape it.