Blue Thistle In My Heart

Chapter 4-Youtube

Rachels POV-

Third year began last week, so did the fam's youtube career.I named my first channel BlueThistle and began gaming vids.Daryl done the same on his new channel DrunkenCrossbow and Becca too with her channel TheGoldenWattle.
Meanwhile Troye made vlogs on his channel TroyeSivan, we did collabs, we streamed together and i began a twitter page called Blue,Drunken,Wattle&Sivan where we updated our fans, we also made solo accounts for both us and our youtube accounts.I even got in touch with SyndicateHD and began playing Mianite with him, Spanklez, Sonja and Tucker 'n' co.Bex and Troye began a series called LoveCraft and me and Daryl made a modpack, resourcepack and series called SimCraft.

Daryls POV-

Youtube was great, school was school, my friends were amazing, my family were ok but the thing i loved most was Rachel.She was there through thick and thin, we had a few roughpatches but i was scared of the future..DAY JA FU!!! (i dont know how to spell that lol-BT) as our nightmares slowly turned into reality we spent as much time together as we could....

"NOO!!!!" i screamed at my mum, it was happening, we had to move....."IM NOT LEAVING RACHEL, BEX AND TROYE!!!" "Daryl honey, we need to" "NO WE DONT!!" "your dad and i dont love each other" "DOESNT MEAN WE HAVE TO FLEE THE COUNTRY!!" "your moms right son, you would be better off in Glasgow" "HOW?!!TELL ME HOW WERE BETTER OFF IN F*****G SCOTLAND!!" i yelled, i had fully lost it.....

Rachels POV-

Daryl called me and told me, history repeated itself, i got drunk, locked myself in my room and began cutting my arms....i felt possesd, i didnt want to do it but i did.....i had fell crying, screaming in agony, this time was different, this time i forced myself up and had ran to my mun, i told her the truth as a lost blood rapidly, she called for an ambulance, my dad and his backup, the fam.........

Rachels dad-

I was doing paperwork at my desk as a reception worker came in looking worried handing me the phone......."NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!" i yelled running down to my car then i and several other police officers sped to my house, Rachel had stole my beer, gotten drunk, selfharmed and was currently dying from blood loss....IF DARYL HURT HER........

Beccas POV-

I was recording slender when Kathy, Rachels cousin called me, she was in hospital due to severe bloodloss and was dying, i stopped the recording grabbed Troye from his place and we sped to the hospital via Troyes dads car.....

When we got there Rachel was in a operation, her heart had gave in and her parents sat there arm in arm crying as Daryl paced back and forth yelling at himself....i was speechless as Troye helped me to a seat and i cried for hours, Troye too.....

Rachels dream state POV-

I felt sick, i hovvered above my lifeless body as doctors and nurses operated on me, i heard everyone crying outside but i couldnt move, i was fixed in place watching myself die over and over as they tried to save me....

Daryls POV-

A nurse came out saying Rachel needed blood or well lose her one by one we all voulenterred, Becca was an exact match, i always thought they werre like twins....an hour later we were told the operation was a succses and we could go in but Rachel had lost her voice.

Rachels mums POV-

I saw my angel lie there, mouth shut, eyes bloodshot, her lil tear stained face broke my heart, her arms were all sticthed up, her beautifull face scarred phiscally and mentaly.Puncture marks were visible on her arms, the top of her chest and on her neck, she was my lil soldier, she always wanted to work in the army.....

Rachels POV-

I looked at my friends and family, i couldnt talk, i couldnt cry, i just sat there...

*two months later*

Daryls POV-

Due to certain events we never moved, my dad left for Spain though...Rachel was still in hospital slwoly recovering.Me, Bex and Troye didnt goto school, we took a break from youtube infact we lost contact with each over.Bex was trying to starve herself to death, Troye wont talk and me.....i was sitting there not doing anything, i wasnt hungry, i wasnt tired, i didnt need the toilet..i was just sitting on my bed staring at my clock.

an-im officaly Moffat, sorry for the wait tho....hope u enjoyed, see ya later, BYEExx-BT