It has been a long time since I kept track of time. I can’t remember the last time I’ve been in this place. I can’t clearly remember myself, who I am and who I’m not. But I have never really forgotten the pain. I can’t say that my heart was healed over the past years. It will be a lie if I tell anyone that I’m all right. I’m still in the process of overcoming those nightmares, those nightmares that still continue to haunt me in my sleep even after all these years. May be because, those are not just nightmares. Those are memories that will always be a part of me no matter how clear or how vague they become.
My plane landed thirty minutes ago, but I haven’t seen even the shadows of the people who promised to pick me up and the people whom I’ve been wanting to see for so many years. I wasn’t supposed to see them as early as today. I think I’m not yet ready to face the people that knew about my past before I went to New York. Yes, I was able to reach my dreams. I was able to do things that kept me from looking back. Sometimes it works, but sometimes it doesn’t.

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