A Different Love

Right My Wrongs.

*Farrahs Point Of View

"Ya'll coming through to the telly"? French asked as we all left the club before it ended.
"Hold up, let me ask them what they want to do", I said to his sexy ass as I was walked over to Azahra  and Nah Nah.
"Ayo, y'all what we about to do?"
"I don't know but a bitch is hungry ", Nah Nah replied as we walked to Az's car.
"Let's fuck with French and them then"
"Hell no Booda, I can't be around K.E." Az said as she looked at me like I was crazy.
"Come on A. I want French yo. This nigga talking crazy in my ear."
"You want to fuck him don't you"? Nah Nah asked laughing.
"Hell Yeah bitch, y'all won't judge me right?" I said just to see how they would respond. Both of their faces were priceless. "Ya'll know damn well he gotta do a lot more than spit some shit in my ear to get this pussy."
"Oh I was about to say bitch." Az said as she opened the passenger door to get in.
"Come on Azahra, he said he gonna eat my shit and you know I don't turn down no head."
She laughed as she threw Nah Nah the keys to her car. I knew Az ass wanted to go chill with K.E. She was just scared of what she might do and honestly I wanted her to do what she was scared of. She and Korey are meant to be, fuck a Isaias.
"Look we can go but I'm not staying with him and Nah Nah I want you by my side at all times."
"You scary as fuck Az. You know you want that dick." Nah Nah said as she started the car.
"I'm going to ride with these niggas, ya'll follow us. Make sure ya'll follow us Nah Nah."
"Iight damn, we right behind ya'll."
"Iight." I said as I walked back over to French who was waiting for me. "We rolling with ya'll niggas."
"Is Az coming too or is she going home to her nigga"?
"Bro, I got you. They are following us there. But we hungry though, IHop on ya'll"?
**
"I was souped when I saw ya'll pulling into Ihop. A nigga hungry as fuck." Nah Nah said as we all were seated. French sat at the head of the table and I sat to the left of him. Omelly was on his right and Korey sat next to him. Azahra sat on my left and Nah Nah sat at other end of the table. We ordered our food and shared small talk. Mostly catching up because we havent seen each other in so long.
French and I got to know each other a little more. Truthfully I just wanted to sit on his face and see what his dick game about. But I knew I had to play my cards right with this one.
"You talk sexy as fuck yo." I told him as he told me about a couple of things.
"You funny ma. I mean is it doing something to you"? He leaned closer to me whispering in my ear.
"You better stop nigga, I don't think you can handle a bitch like me."
I watched him laugh and he licked his lips after. "Ma are you sure you can handle a nigga like me"?

*Azahra's Point Of View*

It was weird as hell sitting across from Korey. I was trying my hardest not to look his way. He kept catching glances though. Only way I could know that was because I was doing the same thing. I was trying to avoid the attraction between us by subtracting myself from the situation. But Booda and Nah Nah were making that hard. I know they just want me to be with Korey but its not that easy.
The day we graduated, Korey had got arrested that night. Normally he would just bail out but this time was different. He had gotten caught with a gun. I had always warned him to stop carrying it around. He felt like he had enemies so he needed everywhere he went. Everyone was supposed to meet up at this girls graduation party. Instead of turning up like we were supposed to, I ended up getting a call from the county.
Korey ended up getting sentenced to 3 years incarcerated and two years on parole. I knew three years could be long but then again I loved him so I was willing to wait it out. I had been accepted to Morgan State University. I left for school that August. I kept money on the phone for him and we wrote constantly. I went to see him that October and again on Christmas. I could tell he was starting to act funny around then. He had told me to stop writing him and he didn't call like he usually did.
I was so confused; I mean he was the one in jail so why would he cut me off? I knew there weren't any bitches involved so I was truly confused. Around February, I kind of got the hint. I didn't understand but I just said fuck it and him. And that's why I'm not to keen on jumping back into a relationship or anything for that matter with him. He just left me high and dry like I was nothing. Like I wasn't the bitch that held him down for all those years.
"Aye yo remember how these niggas used to fight in school?"
"How could I forget? Az stayed popping off on Korey's ass."
I was brought out of my thoughts hearing laughter all around the table and Nah Nah slapping my arm. I was getting angry all over again by thinking about the past so I really didn't want to laugh with them. I put a fake smile and excused myself as I walked outside to get fresh air.
Once I was outside I lit up a small blunt and began to blend out my thoughts. I wanted to hate him. Hate him for all that he's done to me. But when I see him, I just want to hold him, kiss him and fuck him. I inhaled and exhaled my lungs away.

*Korey's Point Of View*

Azahra was trying her hardest to act like I wasn't sitting in front of her. To be honest I was just happy to be in her presence. She might not believe it, but I've missed the shit out of her. She was the only one I think about. I hated myself for what I did to her. I just knew she was too precious to be waiting on a nigga in jail. Azahra was smart as hell and going to college. I was not about to be in the way of her success.
"What's wrong with her"? I heard Omelly say has Az got up and walked outside. I decided to follow her. I needed her to know why I did what I did.
I walked around the side of the building and saw her leaning against the wall smoking a blunt. I miss those days when we used to get high and fucked our days away. I laughed to myself just thinking about the crazy shit we used to do.
"Can I hit that"? I asked her as I leaned against the wall right next to her. She just looked at me with a blank face and handed me the blunt. I took a pull and quickly inhaled. She began to walk away and I pulled her by her arm.
"Zahra"
"What Korey"?
"Stop running from me."
"I have to run from you. You don't understand I can't let you break my heart again. I just can't."
"I'm not here to break your heart again Azahra. I know what I did was wrong, you don't understand that it was important for the both of us that I did that."
"How was it important? You just left me. It was supposed to be us until the casket drop. I didn't even get an explanation. Don't you think I deserved that much"?
"Look, I know the way I handled shit was wrong but now I'm not that little nigga anymore. I can honestly sit here and say I fucked up. I just couldn't have you sitting around not fulfilling your dreams because of me. Look how far you've come; you got your own shit. Just like you wanted. If you didn't reach that success I wouldn't be able to sit right with myself knowing I slowed you down."
She sat there for a minute quiet not saying anything. I could tell she was thinking about what I just said. She finally attempted to say something but I just cut her off by kissing her. It started off as a peck and soon it turn into a full out make out session. I kissed her with all the passion I had. I wanted her to know that I still loved her and that I still needed her. I wanted her to know that these feelings never left, that it killed me to be away from her. I wanted her to leave that nigga she was with and be with me again. I know she felt all of it by the way her knees buckled.