What.. huh!? You flip around in your bed grasping the empty sheets no!! Daddy!! Please no!! There's ringing you hear in your dream. Everything moved slowly. You felt tears burning your eyes. You try to shake yourself awake but fail, DADDY NO!!!!! Please come back... Please no.. Please.. Ple. Pl. P... ... You wake up. Tears spilling from your eyes. The Television fills your ears, more news about your dead father. You grab the remote to change the channel. Same topic. Your eyes darken, thinking of what happened 4 days ago filled your thoughts. Did he shoot himself because of me...? Why hasn't mom been home recently..? Daddy wouldn't want me like this... You think to yourself. You listen to the TV.
"Kansas City, Kansas, father of 3 killed himself 4 days ago. No one was supposed to be home according to his daughter who was home, she was running late for school so she walked into her parents room to ask her dad to take her she found him th-" it all played like a movie, re-running with every word. Moving slowly, as slow as the reporter spoke.
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"Kansas city Father, Cordan Ferline Johnson dies from suicide" you read the top headline in the newspaper. You feel yourself becoming enraged, not because of your dads doing, but because of everyone meddling and assuming. They know nothing. Nothing so what are they to assume. You roll your eyes.
"Father who kills himself, Johnson's wife cheating?"
You had to get out of there. There was no way you could stay, especially with this. You didn't care if you had to spend your college savings for it. You were not staying in Kansas. You look down reading the headlines and found a listing, South Korea...? You see an ad in the newspaper, a man looking for an apartment roommate in South Korea. You wondered why that was in the newspaper, especially since you were miles and miles away, maybe it was meant to be? You continue reading. The guys name is Jung hoeseok.. Hmm.. good thing I know Korean. You giggle to yourself. This is going to be the start of a new life. You smile deeply before heading out to your fathers grave to show him the news.
"Daddy!! Look! I'm going to go to a good college and I'm going to be away from this.." your heart grows heavy, causing it to sink to your stomach, as you feel the urge to cry, something wrapped it's arms around you. You felt... safe.. you heard your fathers voice,
"I'm proud of you y/n.. you're a golden child, I'm sorry for what happened babygirl, but daddies here, always with you wherever you are.. even miles upon miles away, I'll be there!" The voice spoke
"Daddy.. why did you do this.." you choke
"Hon.. you'll understand one day... what your mom did to me was despicable. But I never got mad at her." The grip on you got stronger, something touched your cheek, it felt like a kiss.
"You better get home soon love, South Korea is waiting for you. I love you!" The grip releases and you want it back.
"I.. I love you too daddy.. I'll talk to you soon!" You smile, a single tear falls down your right cheek as you walk back to the place you called home. You step into the house. You exhale deeply, closing your eyes.
"It's time to change things." You flop onto the couch and grab your phone, punch in the number located on the newspaper, you get an answer, or so you thought.
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Lost. A Jhope X Reader
FanfictionYou feel the hot breath against your neck, "H-ho-" he slams his lips onto yours making you moan slightly. You feel his body against yours making you need him. Not want him, need. He throws you against the wall and attacks your neck, circling your sk...
