Ms. Gangster / A BTS adoption story./

Unmovtivation kills.

I woke to the sound of my room filled with giggling, which did not please me so much because if I was being honest I wanted them to shut the fuck up. I slowly turned over to face the three of my roommates I  bunked with at the orphanage, "Would you guys keep it down!" I said as nicely and composed as possible. They were new to the orphanage, first night actually and they were jolly as they could be. It angered me that they could be in such a miserable situation but laugh without a god damn care in the world. " You guys?". They all stopped their bickering to listen to you which they were probably confused why you would speak to them when you only said about six words to them ever. "You guys should really cut the shit, why are you laughing when you've been placed in a fuckin orphanage for goodness sake!" I said suddenly taking all the anger out on the girls that were at least 14 years old. One of them spoke up and according to the name on the head set of her bed her name was LuNa. She spoke in a soft timid voice, "My mom says that sadness can always be replaced with happiness forever if you believe things can be happy". The other girls slowly nodded their heads taking in the courageous words the girl spit out. I, not being a morning person or a anytime person at  that. and it didn't help your case that You didn't believe in love and happiness then I responded in a harsh tone, "Fuck off". I stood up ignoring their surprised faces and walked into the bathroom to start my what I was planning on being pretty eventful day. I planned on meeting up with my secret underground gang today. Despite being a girl as if that had anything to do with it. I was pretty tough and I owned a bunch of weapons, which I  had to hide from everyone in the orphanage. I  packed my bag with two wooden hand guns that had my initials carved into the handles. I slipped the book bag over my slim figure and walked out of the bathroom. I was met with the eyes of the girls on me . "What the actual fuck are you guys looking at" I spoke through my clenched jaw. I  walked onward through the door and towards the front door near the exit. "Not so fast young lady"spoke the woman at the front desk. "Where do you think you're going exactly?" She spoke in now a more composed tone as you turned around and glared at her. "I'm going on a walk, problem?" I responded in a sarcastic tone. "Mmm no no, today is adoption day sugar plum, plus we're having some very very special guests" she said merrily. I cringed at her choice of words. "First I'm not anyone's 'Sugar plum', and I'm not gonna get adopted anyways so why don't you just stop the bull shit" I spat. "Honey, adopted or not you have to stay here and get ready everyone else expect your room was informed I guess, do you mind telling you roommates for me dear" she spoke in now a fed up tone"

I mouthed a 'sure' not having any energy to fight back no longer. I walk towards my room and forcefully opened the door, forgetting my strength. The girls turned to you with wide eyes, "Get ready little ones, adoption day". You said unmotivated. You sat back down on your bed and phoned the gang that you couldn't make it today.

Bts POV

"Okay guys today is the day we will finally adopt someone! I am so exited! Shouted Taehyung with a boxy grin across his face. "Same! I can't wait to play with her... or him, anyways! Then we can talk and play and run and then eat and maybe play some more" Jungkook said clearly overexcited since he turned into a two year old for a second. Jimin then walked up to the van since everyone was waiting on him. "Okay guys the manager says that the age limit is 14-17" he said clearly not wanting to show his excitement. They then drove off to the place where they were gonna adopt their new friend for life.

Your POV

Just when I decided that I was gonna get the hell out of this place despite what the front desk lady said. I heard screaming down the hall, a smirk appeared on my face thinking finally something interesting is happening at this orphanage. I walked out of the door and peaked to my right, I saw a group of 7 boys and according to the looks and screams of the girls they were the special guests. Suddenly I made eye contact with one of them that look very very exhausted 'mood' I thought and looked away quickly. I sat back on my bed disappointed, 'there's no way I could escape now'. I let out a sigh and laid on my back  truly and originally engulfed in sadness. When I opened my eyes I realized it was time for me to get interviewed by to seven guys just to be disappointed and sent back. I was woken by a lady in her 30's. "excuse me Y/N" she spoke softly. "What?" I snapped back. I glanced back to see the seven boys smiling and waving at me. I just gave them a undetermined look and returned my attention back to the lady speaking to me. " It's your turn dear, to get interviewed? please follow me". I stood up slowly, big black sweat shirt hanging off of my shoulder then stretched still as tired and not motivated to argue. I followed her to a room along with the 7 guys walking behind her , excited faces looking like puppies. I grinned back a the slight cuteness of them all but soon retreated knowing I'd get myself hurt.
The lady in her 30's spoke up, " Um well here we are, you guys have 30 minutes she said pointing to the seven guys" I sat down on the small yellow chairs and pulled my phone out playing games until they were done with their conversation.

I was tapped out of my intense game on my phone by a guy who oddly looked like a bunny. " Hi! My names Jungkook!" He waved excitement gushing out of him. "What's up Junglebook" I responded as seriously as I could. The guys behind him laughed like it was the funniest thing they've ever heard. Jungkook just pouted and sat down next to me. "Hello, the names Jimin" he said looking at me very intensively I felt a bit uncomfortable under his gaze not gonna lie but vulnerability isn't really my thing. I waved back and he sent a content look as he sat next to Jungkook. "HEY IM YOUR HOPE YOU MY HOPE IM J-HOPE!!" The boy smiled so wide that his eyes could've went behind his cheeks. "Yeah ok fix the volume you aren't a speaker" you said clearly annoyed but in a 'awe your adorable' kind of way. Hi, I'm namjoon, Kim Namjoon. He kind of smirked expect it was in a extremely awkward kind of way. "Hello Namjoon" I said not interested at all. "Jin, I'm Jin." He said very mutual tone. "Jin, the noodle flavor right?, I like it" I said looked at me with wide eyes not expecting me to talk to much to him. "Hi my name is TAE! How are you?" He said he was clearly excited today I could see it. "Hi tae, I am Y/N and I'm doing..good." I didn't lie I really felt a tiny song of happiness when these boys walked in.  And I'm not so sure I felt about that.

By this time their was one boy left, he had pale silky skin with mint green hair. His figure was very delicate and his legs looked better than mine. He resembled a doll in some type of way. " I'm yoongi." He said in a cold tone. I scoffed. "Pleasure to meet you too sugar boy". He had a very surprised look on his face then it turned into a smirk. He reached out to shake my hand and I matched his actions as I reached out my sleeve on my hoodie slid up revealing a sleeve of cuts on my arm. It took me a minute to realize why the sugar boy hadn't took my hand yet. Till I look over at 4 surprised boys looking at me with wide pitiful eyes as they grasped the situation, excluding Jungkook and Tae who hadn't saw. I quickly retrieved my hand and pulled down my sleeve. Scared of the reaction and the overwhelming vulnerability I ran towards the door and tried to pry it open which failed since the door was locked. The look of pity on my face was enough to fuck up my mind. Just when I was about to grab the hand gun out of my book bag and get out of there I was  are engulfed in a hug by Jimin. Very upset and just well upset. I mouthed a 'get the fuck off of me' to him which he quickly let go. Well this was going to be a long day I thought to myself.

A/N
My god, this book is probably horrible this is my first book every like ever. I'm not really nervous but let's just say I anticipated this so so much. Let me introduce myself my name is Lee Chan Bora and I was born in South Korea and I moved to America at 7 years with my mom. I am multilingual speaking Japanese, Korean, Spanish, English, Thai. I am not fluent in Thai speaking wise but I'm managing. Currently I am learning Cambodian and I am very excited to be tutored by my friend Chelsea!!!
Anyways I hope you guys enjoyed the first chapter of my story.