Ms. Gangster / A BTS adoption story./

Me?

I sat in my room thinking back on what happened today with the 7 boys. I couldn't let them get to me I'm the Lee Y/N nobody could touch me. Why the fuck am I letting them get to me? Tomorrow they'd be back with their decision and here I am stressin out. I slowly got up glaring at the girls that had been eyeing me since I came back. I decided that I'd sneak out to meet my gang because we had conflict in Gangnam I knew we had to handle quick. I changed into a all black body suit and put my h/c into a high ponytail, and walked the fuck outta there ignoring the calls of the lady at the front desk that seemed to just shrug it off and let me go. I walked down the sidewalk nearing the alley way that I told the gang to meet me up at. Suddenly I was pulled into a corner of an anonymous alley way. I quickly flipped the, who I was assuming to be a man over on his back and he was quickly pinned to the ground with my heel on his chest. I looked down at the man, "J-Junglebook?" He responded in a groan. I quickly took my foot off of his chest and placed it on the concrete. "What the actual fudge Y/N" he coughed. I looked at him and scoffed."What were you doing anyways and why the fuck did you grab me dickhead"I responded in a amused tone. " I was just chasing this piece of paperwork I got from the orphanage it kinda flew away" he stated while rubbing the back of his neck. "And I just wanted to scare you I didn't know you were a Kung Fu Panda" He said as I chuckled. "What ever see ya junglekook" I said. " Wait!, aren't you gonna say sorry for literally knocking the life out of me?" He said as I raised my eyebrow. "Over my fucking dead body" I said and walked away.

Later on that evening

I walked back on to the orphanage before curfew time so I didn't get any strikes again. Honestly I could care less about this fucked up system nor the corrupted people in it. But sometimes it was easier to obey by the rules surprisingly, I couldn't let anyone know the world I lived either they find out or I trust them enough to tell them. I would never go around spilling my guts to the whole world. I decided to shake my thoughts and lay down because, damn I was fucking tired. I laid my head back on the pillow, unable to fall asleep despite my tiredness. I remember my sleeping pills in the front pocket of my book bag. I reached over and grabbed three pills and popped them into my mouth. They were very high dosage but I could care less. 30 minutes later I was sleep. Not ready to face tomorrow.

The next god damned day

I woke up feeling moody immediately. I didn't remember nor did it come to mind the events that happened yesterday. I woke up and got ready to eat. I had some ramen and kimchi and also some kimbap to snack on. I took everything to my room, I couldn't stand eating with any of these fuckin imbeciles. I hopped up on my bed and ate everything till it was no more. I personally eat a lot for a girl and I could care less what people think. I could shoot them dead if I wasn't so awfully considerate.

I got up and took my hair out of its original ponytail just to redo it in another ponytail. I never wore it any other way I don't think anyone has seen me with my hair down. And no one will ever get the fucking satisfaction. I walked out near the exit not intending on leaving I just needed a change of environment. As soon as I reached the front desk, 7 boys walked through the door and I could hear the girls scream irrupt behind me. I turned around and yelled at them, "SHUT THE FUCK UP WOULD YOU?" they immediately calmed down though some of them decided to still be fuckin annoying. I walked over to them and pulled them to the side, I could tell by their terrified look on their faces that this would be easy. "If you guys want to live to see tomorrow I suggest you fuck off and be quiet" I said in a mean tone. They scurried back over to the crowd and was as quiet as a mouse. I grinned satisfied and turned back at the boys who looked at me knowingly. I rolled my eyes and walked to my room.

Namjoons POV

We walked through the doors of the orphanage knowing our decision. It really wasn't that hard we knew who we chose, had to be saved. Jungkook told us she's a mad man. But Jungkook is a dramatic kid. We heard the girls screaming fill our ears as soon as we walked in, we were met with a very mad Y/N , I could tell she wasn't happy she look grumpy. I'm sure she remembered the event from yesterday it broke my heart to see the self harm scars all down her arm. We tried smiling at her but she just rolled her eyes."SHUT THE FUCK UP WOULD YOU?" Some one screamed and the yelling stopped. It was Y/N, damn she yelled loud. I watched the fear on Jungkooks face as he scooted behind the much smaller, yoongi for protection. I chuckled at the sight. I noticed Y/N had walked back into her room. Scared of what she could do to herself while she was alone I tapped the guys and we all headed towards her room. We stood at the doorway not knowing weather to go in because it was open or just knock even if it was.

Y/N POV
As I was sitting on my bed where lately most of my time is spent now I looked up I was met with the confused faces of 7 boys. "Hi Y/-" "What the fuck are you standing there for" I interrupted J-Hope. "We, We are here to adopt you Y/N" Jimin breathed out. I looked at them with no expression on my face, not feeling anything. I paused for a long time, "Why?" I asked now feeling to many things at once. "What do you mean Y/N, we want to take you home-" I spoke up interrupted him once again, "Why are you pretending that you want to take me home with you guys so you can get tired of me and send me back, Fuck no you're not playing with my god damn emotions." Jimin spoke in a sincere tone "Who did that to you?" "Huh" I spoke completely caught off guard. "Who fucked you up so bad that you can no longer receive or give love or trust, who the fuck did that?" He said like he needed to get that out. I was now as confused as ever, I was getting adopted, fucking adopted.