𝐂𝐚𝐦𝐩 𝐅𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐁𝐨𝐲 ★ 𝐆𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧

saying it like it is

GRAYSON

I'm lost in the moment and my eyes flicker from Ethan's to the floor. As soon as our lips touched, both of us jolted back from each other, hearts pounding and sweat pouring. There's nothing that can explain that kiss, both Ethan and I know it. We were pulled towards each other, and the rest was our doing. I couldn't explain to someone how high I felt when Ethan and I kissed, I was on top of the world, and it was like nothing could bring me down. But that was cut short when the both of us started to feel something way more.

Ethan and I have had our boundaries for like two days, but something started to build the second I was backed up against the wall and Ethan's hand touched my hip. Everything else was building and building and it was about to break. I didn't know what was going to happen next, and I wasn't scared to face whatever happens after this. Whether it is Ethan and I as something, or we move on and act like it's nothing. I pray it's the former. But it's a mutual decision, and both Ethan and I need to come up with something soon, or the both of us will be going crazy.

So, I say it like it is, "Are we something now? Or are we acting like nothing happened and we move on?" Ethan picks up his head and runs a hand through his dark shaggy hair as he thinks. "I don't even know. My mind is numb of any answer, and I can't think about anything else but you." Ethan walks from his spot, a few feet away from me, and comes and joins me on my bed. He sits close enough that I can feel his bare arm on my arm. I'm immediately comforted by our skin being in contact, and my hand that sits next to me is now covered by another.

I stare down at Ethan's hand that covers mine just by a few inches. When I look back up, Ethan's eyes are connected with mine, and before I can even say one more thing, I'm pushed back onto the bed, as Ethan's lips swallow mine. My hands are in his hair, pulling it as we make out on my bed. We pull back to get air, both of our lips swelling from the continuous biting and pushing them together, telling space to fuck off. I wipe the back of my hand across my lips, the saliva drying and getting uncomfortable.

Ethan takes a deep breath, a goofy smile coming over his face before his lips smack against mine. At this point, nothing's serious as we start laughing over nothing. Ethan's laugh is something I could listen to all day, and as he lays on his back next to me, laughing and telling dumb dad jokes to me, I can't help but stare at him and take in everything he has to offer. His lips are still huge and it's like he had an allergic reaction, but the fact that it's from him and I  kissing, makes me feel so much better. His skin is a bit darker than mine from the amount of sun he's gotten.

His smile is beautiful and his teeth are a pearly white. His eye brows look like they've been plucked and his nose looks like it deserves a boop. "Hey! What was that for?" Ethan looks over at me, his eye brow raised. "I was just saying to myself that your nose needs a boop!" Ethan jumps up from his position and lays over me, kissing all over my face, and paying special attention to my nose. It tickles just a bit, and a few loud giggles escape my mouth, making my cheeks rosy. When Ethan backs up from basically suffocating me with his lips, there's a large smile on his face.

"So, we're doing this huh?" Ethan tilts his head to the side like a dog would when it didn't understand something. "What do you mean?" I huffed. Is this boy crazy? "I mean, we're trying this relationship thing or whatever." Ethan shrugged, "Guess so. I mean, we both want something from each other, and we can figure out what more we want as we go along." I nodded along with Ethan's words as they made perfect sense to me. "Agreed. So, what do we do now?" Ethan put a finger on his chin, looking like a scholar deep in thought.