Y/N: Jonah I cant do this
I whispered looking down while we still walked
JO: yes you can
He whispered back
Z: what are you two talking about?
JO: nothing important
................We got to the house, and I waited for everyone to fall asleep then I wrote a note to zach and the boys, I then stuck them both on the fridge, and grabbed mine and anns suit cases, then I woke ann up
Y/N: ann lets go, hermans here
I smiled slightly
A: but I want daddy to come....I dont like herman
Y/N: well herman is more of a dad to you than zach
A: but I thought you loved zach??
Y/N:......I do, but we aren't meant for each other, now lets go
A: fine, but Im not talking to him!
We walked out, and went into the car
H: hey babe, did he touch you?
Y/N: he kissed me a few times, but I didnt kiss back......
When I said that I felt so bad for zach, but I couldnt let him throw his dream away because of me and ann, so I had to stay with herman
H: he kissed you....hes dead
Y/N: herman it was just a kiss
H: did you feel anything
Y/N: herman! Ann is here
H: did you?
Y/N:.. No I felt nothing
well thats a lie, the truth is I never lost my feeling for zach, and when he kissed me I felt the rest of the world disappear, but I couldnt let our relationship continue, so I have to avoid my feeling to protect him
H: good cause your mine now and ann Im your dad now, so treat me like it
A: mom did you say something?
H: you little-
Y/N: herman!
he looked at me, then drove off
.................Zachs pov.
I woke up, and smiled at the thought of me having a family, but when I turned around the smile faded rapidly as I didnt see y/n, so I ran down stairs
Z: guys have you seen y/n!!??
The boys stood close together, then all turned around creating a harmony on no's
Z: she isnt in bed....weres ann?
D: they went for a walk...
J: a long walk......
C: an all around the world walk?...
JO: Im sorry zach..
I looked down at my feet then took a seat
Z:....she left....with my daughter...
D: she left a note for you.. we didnt read it
J: here!
Jack handed me the note as tears streamed down my face
Z: did I do something wrong??
I put my hand to my face as more tears ran down like a water fall
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Jonah sat down next to me as corbyn started patting my back softly
JO: you did nothing wrong, I should of told you...
Z: told me what?
JO: she told me she couldnt do this..
Z: she couldnt be with me? Why!?
JO: I dont know
C: just read the note, it might explain why..
I went up to my room and shut the door locking it, and started reading the note
Dear zach,
Your probably wondering why I left...with ann. Im sorry I just couldnt do it anymore, I love you, I really do, but Im not supposed to because....Im seeing someone, I tried telling Jonah....that's why I didnt want to be seen with you in public
I closed my eyes and hit my head with the palm of my hand, then I continued reading
his name is herman hes a good guy...at least I thought he was
I got mysef into this, so I have to get myself out, I made a bad choice zach, but I promise Ill keep taking every hit for ann...no matter what Ill never let him touch her.
I want you to continue with your dream and forget about me and ann..please, I dont want you to get hurt because of my stupid choices ann loves you, and she wants you to know that, she gave you her favorite teady bear,the big one you bought her its in your closet, I also left you a little something, its under your bed.....I love you forever ~ y/n
P.s Im still gonna be in LA, we arent living in hermans old beach house ( beach house adress) anymore by the time you read this, thank god though because It was already falling apart, I dont want ann to be living with herman and I, but dont worry I will be fine I promise, just dont come looking for me. Please just ann...
I got up and started throwing everything around, I then dropped to the floor
TBC
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Zach herron 2
Fanfictionlife has been filled with a lot of ups and downs,but you learn to live with the future,and not with the past...... will you and zach learn to love again? what will zach do when a new guy comes into your life?