Chapter 9

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Jimin's POV

When the person was close enough they moved the shower curtain and I saw that it was Yoongi. "I found you my mochi," he says. It was getting harder to not fall but I was gonna fight for it not to happen. "Guys I found Jimin" he yells which makes me flinch.

I got out of the bathtub and this time it was Yoongi's turn to count. This time I was gonna hide in my secret room. I went into my room and stared in shock. The room was put together like before I first moved here. I crawled into the corner and hid my face in my knees and started to cry. I didn't know why I was crying. It's probably because I didn't want to see this stuff and they are gonna throw away my hard work.

I don't cry loud so even if they came into my room, they would not be able to see me or to hear me. I was wearing black pajamas and one corner of my room was away from all the stuff. Technically it was the closet so I shut the door behind me. At some point, I fell asleep in the closet of my secret room.

In the morning

Narrator's POV

The guys did not sleep till 1 am the next morning due to trying to find Jimin. They called his phone but it wasn't on him. They shouted his name and got no response. They went to his room and went into his secret room. When they got in they checked the drawers. Last but not least, they checked the closet.

When they opened the closet they did not expect a sleeping Jimin with tear stains on his face. Yoongi picked him up bridal style and put him in bed. All the guys felt really bad because Jimin had cried. They hoped that Jimin would be happy later on. The boys went to bed with heavy hearts.

Jimin's POV

I woke up very late the morning after in my bed. I assume the guys found me because I fell asleep in my secret room's closet and I woke up in my bed. It was about 8 when I woke up and I've been sitting here looking at my closet for the past 2 hours. I could hear that the boys were up and moving already.

I got up and changed and headed downstairs. I walked into the kitchen to see all the guys sitting there. I sat down in one of the empty chairs and drank some chocolate milk. "Jimin we need to talk," Jin said and I nod. "Why are you still refusing to go into little space?" Namjoon asks.

"Because I need to keep it in check. Why is this so hard for you guys to understand" I said. "Jimin cut the bullshit. Tell us the full truth and we won't be mad" Yoongi said. "Fine. I'm scared okay. I'm scared that if I'm in little space I will do or say something I will regret. I'm afraid that I will hurt others. I'm just afraid of myself. Is that what you wanted to hear Yoongi" I say while crying.

"Jimin you shouldn't be afraid. You have us and we would never judge you. We all love you very much and no it's not something I wanted to hear" Yoongi says. He gets up and moves to me. He cups my cheeks and turns my face towards him. "Jimin, my little mochi. Don't you ever be afraid of being yourself. You are wonderful and that includes every part of you. Now please stop crying. It hurts me to know that you have cried because of us, because of me. So please stop baby" Yoongi said and with that, I slipped.

Narrator's POV

Yoongi saw the look in Jimin's eyes change. He could tell that Jimin just fell into little space. He looked at the boys and nodded. They smiled and looked at Jimin. "Jiminie did you go into little space," Yoongi asks and Jimin nods while smiling. Jimin then gets up out of his seat and starts running up the stairs. "No running Jimin. You are going to hurt yourself" Jin yelled but it was followed by a loud thud and a cry.

Yoongi's POV

I shot up out of my seat and ran to where the crying was coming from. Jimin had fell face first at the top of the steps. He was sitting there crying and had a bloody nose. I picked him up as if he was a toddler. I carried him into his bathroom and sat him on the sink. I got some tissue, I put it on his nose and told him to look down.

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