Chapter 6

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~ Asher~

Green lovely emerald green eyes. So much depth to go on forever. Warmth is spreading up from lower regions to my stomach. I just can't look away, but I don't want to. I long to leach off this feeling for as long as I can.

It feels like time is frozen waiting for me to start it. I have no wish to do so. I'm slipping away. I'm so far gone I don't notice the eyes getting closer. Something grips me asking, begging to close that gap i hadn't even seen get smaller. So small just a hard breath away from what we seek. I blink that wasn't my thought. This what is this?

It feels like I'm waking up from a long nap. A nap that some part of me hates me for waking up. I move away and time restarts like it never stopped. The green eyes blink now and step back releasing me to stand on my own.

I miss it his touch. I crave it on a primal level. Lost in my thoughts I don't notice that he's speaking." ... e fine?" What? Did he say something to me? I'm stupid. "I'm late for my piano lessons, so excuse me." I move around him heading for the door.

The air brushes by my arm and I move with out thinking. I'm out the door as I turn around to see a stunned family and butler looking at me like I just killed a unicorn and danced with it's insides while i summon Satan. None move to say anything so I leave without looking back. This strange lingering feeling flows into my thoughts. A pain spreading into my chest bring my breath up short. My god I think I just developed a crush. Ahhhhh it hurts the feels they be taking over.

I can't even think straight after admitting this to myself. The remainder of my day was just wasted away on adolescent thoughts of just what that boy and I could do together. From foot sex to just plan hearts and flowers. I just couldn't keep up with my mind. This was like a suger high that never stoped.

The walk home from their house to mine and inside was just hard on me literally. Have you tried to walk home with a radging hard on so bad you almost came from rubing aganist your own pants? No?; I guess not. If I could just have the ground take me under now...tears.

I didn't actually have a piano lesson today...it was more like a NETFLIX LESSON!!!!! piano lessons happen on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursdays. I did not feel bad for lying to them at all now that i know that big grass hole cunt was their son no offence to them...no taken ( I can just imagine them saying that)

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