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TW: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND CUTTING! NEVER DO IT KIDS


7/08/2015

I can't escape him.
I moved to get away from him and he goes here aswell! I already made him hate me again.
That isn't even what's stupid about the situation. What is stupid is one thing.

I still love him.

He's my soulmate! I knew him for years then it all disappeared in the span of one hour. You can't just ignore the fact that we are destined to be.

I miss him.

I miss him calming me down when my parents fought, I miss him holding me in his arms as we drifted off to sleep. I miss the little kisses he would gently place on my forehead as he sung spanish lullabies. I miss all of it.

That's why.

Why I let him beat me everyday, why I let him insult me constantly, why I cry inside everytime he kisses his girlfriend even thougn he knows that she isn't his soulmate.

I am.












I am Virgil Feles Iris
















And Roman Prince was my soulmate...




















I can't deal with this anymore.

I'm sorry to whoever reads this.

Not only am I ending this story.

I'm ending my life.

Hopefully.

There is currantly blood dripping from my arms as I write this.

A bottle of pills is on my desk right next to me.

I won't be missed.

If someone else reads this.

I'm sorry this took a turn for the worst.

You probably don't care though, do you?

You probably found this at some garage sale in the bargain bin.

Well sorry I didn't help you.

Bye.

~Virgil Iris

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