OK so I couldn't decide between 2 of the names it was Charlotte and Emma, I wanted to find a way to use both of them but I couldn't. So I am going to mention @Maslover121 because she wanted the name Emma, and that was my second choice, and I will dedicate the next chapter to her. Anyways @angi_N I chose the name Charlotte from the choices you gave me. Thank you for those who read my story and votes for it, YOU are awesome! Also there may be a part in this chapter that is triggering. Well anyway dearies tell me how you like it, and have a good Day/ Afternoon/ Night. ~
"How about Charlotte?" I whisper to him. "perfect...." He says quietly rubbing Charolotte's head softly. I smile softly. "I love you Loki." I say looking at him. "And I love you." He says then kisses me. "Excuse me Mr. and Mrs. Laufeyson here's your paper work to leave." The Nurse says handing the paperwork to us. I filled it out and took a quick nap. When I woke up it was time to go. Loki, Charlotte, and I drive in to our drive way. I unstrap Charlie from her Car seat, and picked her up. Loki grabbed the hospital stuff from the car.
When we walk in and see Tony relaxing on the couch. "What is he going here it's still technically our honeymoon." Loki growls. "Relax Reindeer games it's not your Honeymoon anymore." Tony say calmly. "What do you mean?!" Loki growls at Tony. "My niece was born wasn't she??" Tony ask. "Umm yes, would you like to see her?" I ask him. "Well yeah." Tony says as I hand Charlotte to him. "What'syour name?" Tony asks her in a baby voice. "Charlotte." I say smiling. "Charlotte such a pretty name, I'll call you Charlie for short." Tony says then tickles Charlie and she giggles. I smile softly and hug Loki. Then Charlie yawns and closes her eyes."Hey Tony can you take Charlie up to her room?" I ask Tony. "Sure (Y/N)..." Tony says bringing Charlie upstairs.
(Time Skip)
Tony left around 9:00 PM, and Loki and I fell asleep around 9:30PM. Then of course once it hit 12:00 AM, Charlie decided to wake up for some food. "Wah! Wah!" Charlie whined from her crib from the other room. I stood up and walked to her room and gave her, her baby bottle. She slowly relaxed and fell back asleep. I walk back in to mine and Loki's room. I pull the covers of my side of the bed and fall asleep as Loki wraps his arm around my waist pulling me closer to him.
(After 2 weeks)
"Loki!" I shout. Loki runs in the room. "She won't stop crying!" I shout started to cry. "Here hand her to me." Loki says and I hand Charlie to him. "Ssh.. Ssh... Charlie Daddy's here...." Loki Shuses Charie then smiles at how she calms down so quickly. "Daddy's here..." He whispers. Charlie falls asleep. I sit down in the rocking chair exhausted. Loki puts Charlie in her crib. He walks over and picks me up. "Come on lets have fun!" Loki says picking me up bringing me in our room laying me on the bed. "Loki we can't i'm too tired and the baby." I say to him. "Okaythen what do you want to do?" He asks me. "Let's just lay here for a while. So we layed there and fell asleep. I silently woke up and snuck to the bathroom. I pulled out a box cutter and cut my arm twice. I silently cried out in pain. I looked at myself in the mirror scares all over my arms. My arm bled as the tears came out of my eyes. ' I can't do this anymore! I'm done... It hurts so bad! I shouldn't of had a baby this early!...., My life is over....' These were some of the thoughts running through my head as I stared at myself in the mirror. Then there was a knock at the bathroom door. "(Y/N) Darling are you ok?" Loki asked. "Of course I am Loki why wouldn't I be! I'll be out in a minute, go wait for me in the bed!" I shout in the bathroom. "Alright....." he says. I clean up my arm, and pull down my sleeve going to my bed to join Loki for some sleep.
(Next Day)
I smell something burning down stairs and I here Charlie crying downstairs. I ran down the stairs as fast as I could, only to see Loki rocking Charlie to calm her down while he's making breakfast. "Quiet down Charlie Mommy is trying to sleep." Loki says rocking Charlie to calm her down. I smile and lean on the kitchen wall. Loki notices me and smiles. "Good morning Love. " Loki says walking to me and kisses me. I kiss him and grab Charlie and hold her. "Hey Baby, mommy's here.." I whisper rubbing her head, then I kiss it.
(2 weeks later )
I change in to my favorite long black sleeve shirt and my Grey sweat pants, put my (Colour) hair in a messy bun. I walk down stairs and Tony was playing with Charlie and Loki was staring at me with sad eyes.
" (Y/N) can I talk to you alone? " Loki asks. "ok" I say walking with him to the kitchen. " roll up your sleeves. " Loki orders. "W-what? " I asked. "you heard Me (Y/N)! roll up your sleeves! " He yells at me. I started to tear up and roll up my sleeves. He sees my cuts and his eyes widen it looks like he's about to cry. " why? " he asks. "because I'm depressed... " I whisper to him. That's when we both started to cry.
