faith | minsung

two

jisung woke up after a deep slumber when he heard his piercing alarm from his phone. he took his phone and turned it off and stared at his lockscreen. it was a cute snapchat picture of him and minho together which made him smile and brightened up his morning.

he then remembered what seungmin said yesterday, to not make it obvious. he sighed and changed his background to one of those cheesy quotes he saved.

he layed back on his back and remembered his memories with minho. he was so close with the older that they always cuddle and play around each other. while the others always ignore jisung's silliness, minho is always there to laugh it out with him.

he remembered exchanging rooms with minho, he almost exposed himself saying that he loves the older on camera, but he's glad that people see it as a cute thing best friends do and minho also said 'i love you too,' but of course, in a friendly way.

he misses it. he missed the time when he was close with minho where they would always talk with each other, sit beside each other during fansigns and vlives, hugging and cuddling in bed with no one judging and whenever minho said he is cute.

but his feelings toward minho changed into a bigger love feelings that he wants to be more than friends. that's when he got scared so he started distancing himself from him. he is very sad but he felt like it was the right thing to do.

he groaned once he got back to his senses. with his eyes shut tight, he grabbed his head and ruffle his hair, stressed that this thought would always mess with his head.

"hyung, are you okay?"

his roommate, jeongin walked in to wake him up, but seeing he was already up, he got worried why he's groaning in bed.

"yeah, i'm fine. i'm just a bit tired from the cold," jisung lied. he's not planning to tell anybody else other than chan and seungmin in the near future. he thinks it's best if he kept it as a small issue rather than a big one.

as jeongin walked out, jisung finally got out of bed and take his cold medications. he had been sick for two days but he felt a bit better today.

he walked out of the room to see felix, chan, seungmin and jeongin playing video games and hyunjin and changbin watching the television. he didn't see minho anywhere but he smelled something good from the kitchen.

he must be cooking, he thought.

he refrain himself from going into the kitchen and sat with the others as they watched the television.

"breakfast is ready!" minho shouted from the kitchen, startling everyone in the dorm. they all got excited because minho is one of the best cooks in their group and not eating his food would be such a waste.

they all stopped their business and walked over to the dining table to see the breakfast is fully prepared and it looks mouthwatering. "chris is hungry," of course, chan said while he claps his hands in excitement and said he missed minho's cookings.

minho sat beside jisung, since there's no other place to sit. jisung again felt his cheeks getting red as his arm brushed against minho's skin. seungmin, who was sitting beside him nudged him and he got back to his senses.

right, don't make it obvious, don't make it obvious, don't make it obvio-

his thought got interrupted by minho who put his hands on the younger's shoulder and asked if he's getting better from the cold.

oh no why must he be so sweet i-

"y-yea, i actually do f-feel better. thanks for asking," he said without looking at minho as he blushed hard.

minho smiled softly and removed his hand from jisung's shoulder as he continued eating. the younger suddenly misses the warmth from the minho's touch and he frowned.

for the fifth time this week, he mentally slapped himself again. ugh what is wrong with me? can't i just not think this things in a day?

after eating, chan explained today's plan which is practicing for their special album, clé 2 : yellow wood, comeback.

they all head into their van and went to the studio. it's been only 2 months after their last comeback and they are already back with another one.

they had been working very hard these past few months and they finally get to announce and release their comeback trailer few days ago.

after a few hours of practicing, jisung laid down on the floor, breathing in a fair amount of oxygen as he started calming down from all the energy he used for dancing.

after five seconds closing his eyes, he felt another presence on his side, also panting from dancing. he felt this familiar tingly feelings even without hearing the other's voice. at this point, he knows exactly who it is.

"ah i'm so tired," the other spoke. bingo, jisung thought. he was correct. minho is currently lying down beside him on the floor, also slowly calming down from practicing.

"yeah-haha me too," jisung replied, stuttering lightly. he still kept his eyes closed, trying to not be awkward and nervous around minho again. he's actually determined he's gonna do great this time.

"hey jisung, do you wanna watch a movie with me tonight?"

jisung shot his eyes open, staring at the ceiling. his crush is asking him to watch a movie with him. together. in a room. alone. his insides started malfunctioning again that his heart told him to accept the offer.

"yeah, sure," he simply said, internally frustrated over himself after he realised what he said. what am i doing? i'm supposed to avoid him at all cost ugh. but it would be bad if i turn him down now.

minho sat up with a bright smile on his face as he look at jisung. "yeay! okay then, i will tell jeongin to switch rooms with me while we watch the movie," he said as his smile grew wider.

oh no this is really happening, huh?