Side Story 1

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" LET ME GO!!! LET ME OUT!!! NO!! " I'm in this large white room.

But what I see in front of me is a girl who's looked like me, is banging on the glass wall, screaming to be let her out from the glass cage.

She looked weak and frightening in that glass cage.

" See? That weakling, that you seeing is YOU. You were so weak and you still are. But don't worry, as long as you're with me, you will become STRONGER unlike that weakling " someone hold my shoulder and whispered to me as persuading me.

" Or... do you want to be weak? So weak that you CAN'T even protect your mom from your so called father and CAN'T even defend yourself from others. *smirk* " The voice whispers to me as if the person is mocking as me

" but, I was ALWAYS there for you when you needed to be stronger. Wasn't I? " the voice said to my ear

Dissociative identity disorder

" So why are you RUN AWAY from me? Hm? you know that you can't ESCAPE from me, aren't you? You already knew that too but why are you still denying me? I told you.. I am YOU, don't you remember? " I still looking at the girl in the glass cage, who is trying to getting out from those thick glass walls

" ..... SO don't run away. No, you CANNOT run away from me, NEVER *smirk* " those words are somehow like it's controlling me, no- it's tying me all over with those words.

Suddenly a hand turned me around just to see the another girl who's exactly look like me.

But this one is wearing the black luxury dress with red crown- no it was a horn.

" Alice " I knew this person who's standing in front of me. Cuz this's also another me.

" Hi, we met again *smirk* " Alice smirked


{ Here's the explain for people who don't understand what's happening.

The one in the glass cage is old y/n, when her last name was 'Kang'. It was her childhood life, the time when she was receiving loves and warmth from her family. Or it's her innocent self.

The one who's standing in front of her, wearing black luxury dress, is 'Alice'. Her inner self who's created by her hatred for her's father and self conscious from surroundings.

Lastly the one who's standing there to seeing everything is current 'Kim' y/n, who is started to discovered herself by the warmness of her new friends' and began to denying her inner self.

NOTE: This is about a girl who's erased herself and hided from reality. Which is makes her created a new identity of herself to faced away from her real-self. It's just, to begin mistaken her fake identity as her's real-self. But as the time goes by, her fake identity is started to grow uncontrollably and she's lost herself deep in them.

She was just a innocent girl. }






~ For everyone who's hating or hated themselves for any reasons, don't forget there is also always have a reason for you to love yourself. Trying to look around and see those reasons that you should love yourself instead of only looking at something you will hate about. There's always ONE, start with one step to another steps towards the better brighter future of yours.~ _Kim Veena

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