SILVER LINING | KPOP

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WARNING: Death, Abusive relationship

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"Wu Zhen Luo!" Raejin's mother yelled from down stairs, "Come help your father!"

Raejin's father wasn't in the best place physically, he was hurt, he'd been hurt bad after a car accident, he took a direct hit to the brain. The doctors said he didn't have much longer to live.

Raejin loved his father, he was nice and kind, while he couldn't do much due to his injuries, he still tried to be the best father for Raejin, and he never, ever asked for help. So something must have been very, very wrong.

"WU ZHEN LUO! I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO CALL YOU TWICE!" She yelled up the stairs again.

"Coming!" Raejin ran fast down the stairs, expecting to get scolded by his mother but was surprised when he found them sitting, his dad holding his head in his hands. His mother had a hand over his heart, and she looked worried.

"Raejin, hold open the doors, we need to get your father to the hospital."

Raejin panicked. They'd never had to go to the hospital before, except for check ups and stuff, this must be bad.

"Zhen Luo open the door!" Raejin ran and opened the door for his mom and dad, his mother helped his dad hobble out the door, Raejin then opened the car door, and they sat his father down in the seat.

Raejin walked over to his seat, sitting in the chair and putting his seat belt on, his mother then sped to the hospital.

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"I'm sorry ma'am," The doctor said to Raejin's mother, "he's not going to make it." Raejin's mother collapsed into tears, bawling her eyes out in the hallway in front of the door to her husbands hospital bed.

"Would you like to see him?" This time the doctor was talking to Raejin, he nodded his head, walking into the room behind the doctor. He sat down on the bed with his father, who was asleep, it was possible that he'd die in his sleep, and that he'd never wake up before that to talk to Raejin or to hold him one last time.

By now Raejin was crying, bawling his eyes out as well. His mother came into the room, and instead of being understanding, she pushed Raejin out of the way, onto the floor and stood beside his fathers bed.

Raejin had ran out of the room, into a someone, "Hey watch ou- are you okay?"

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"Yu Raejin!" his mother yelled, she hasn't called him Zhen Luo since his father died, and Raejin hated it.

"Coming..." He sighed, he wanted to go see his girlfriend, Yingbao, but she was mad at him, like always.

"Raejin, your sister is even better than you at school, I don't understand why you can't be like her and get good grades!" Raejin could tell his mother was getting angry, which wasn't good for her thanks to the health problems she had gotten over then years.

"Mom, calm down, everythings fine, I'll work harder in school I promise, but you need to calm down." Raejin said in the most soothing voice he could manage, but his mother just got more mad.

"Liyin!" Raejin yelled, calling for his sister, she always new how to calm down their mother.

She ran down the stairs of their house, walking into the kitchen were their mother was almost having an attack.

"You go somewhere, I'll take care of mom," Liyin had said. Raejin nodded, walking out of the house, he knew where he was going, should he be going there? Probably not, but he was going to.

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"What the hell are you doing here!" Yingbao yelled as she opened the door to her apartment.

"I just.. I needed someone to talk to, mom had another attack..." Raejin said, already close to tears.

"Poor baby can't take it can he?" Yingbao said, she smirked without Raejin realising, then opened her arms. Raejin hugged her as she picked up the considerably lightweight boy, carrying him inside her house and putting him on the sofa, she sat down next to him as he snuggled into her, petting his head.

"You're nothing, useless. You can't even help your slut of a mother, you useless ass mixed mutt." Yingbao said.

Raejin wouldn't cry he couldn't cry-

"Aww, are you crying? Poor baby can't take the truth." Yingbao smirked.

"I-i need to go." Raejin got up and ran out the door.

Yingbao smirked again, he was always fun to mess with, such a sensitive boy.

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" Zhen Luo," Raejin was on the phone with a friend of Yingbao's she sounded sad for some reason, Raejin couldn't figure out why.

"What's wrong Hualing?" Raejin had asked, that's when Hualing started crying.

"It's... It's Yingbao, She- She's dead, She's fucking dead!" Hualing hung up.

Raejin sat in silence, how? Why?

Then, Raejin got up, slowly walking to the bathroom in the hallway, closing and locking the door. He'd promised himself years ago, after his dad had died, that he'd never do this again, but this would be the last and final time he did it.

Raejin grabbed the razor, he started a bath of warm water and then, he did it, he laid in the water and made five cuts right up and down his wrist, the across his arms, down his thighs, he could do this, he was going to di-

"Zhen Luo?" Shit, Shit, Liyin, goddamnit, Raejin mentally screamed.

"I'm just taking a bath Liyin," Raejin lied.

"I'm opening the door." Liyin had said, and she did, she did it so fast that Raejin didn't have time to close the shower curtain, but he did have just enough time to pass out, right as he heard Liyin scream.

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"He'll be okay, but he'll have to stay here for a few days, and we recommend that you send him to a therapist." The doctor said to Raejin's mother.

"He's waking up!" Liyin whisper shouted, and he was very, very slowly.

"Fuck." Raejin said, he was in trouble, big time.

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1,007 words, not counting this. That's the longest I've written for one chapter.