Chapter one
Conners POV
"Conner get up or you'll be late for school!" My brother screams.
I get up and stretch. I try to ignore the pain in my body. I walk over to my closet and grab a pair of baggy sweat pants and a sweat shirt. I walk over to my backpack and put it over my shoulder wincing in pain.
I walk downstairs and smile seeing my dad still asleep. I tip toe to the door and slip out without a sound. I walk down to the bus stop and see Jake and Justin waiting for me. I sigh as I get to the bus stop. I get pined to the street sign by Justin and Jake Rams into me as hard as he can. Then the bus comes.
I sit in the very back of the bus. I rest my head on the window and drift to sleep. I wake up to a punch in the face. I open my eyes to see Josh sitting their smirking.
As I get off the bus I feel the heat in my jaw where Josh hit me. I can feel the bruise starting to form. I get inside the school and go to my locker. I get my things then I rush to the bathroom. While in the bathroom I look in the mirror and see a huge bruise on my chin to the middle of my cheek.
I walk to class with my head down as usual. I usually stay in Mr. Z's class all day because my other teachers are homophobic ass holes. Yeah you heard me right. Mr. Z is the only teacher who isn't a homophobic ass. I personally think it's because he's gay.
"Ah nice to see you today Conner." Mr Z says and smiles at me.
"Yeah you to." I mumble as the rest of the class enters the small room.
"Okay class so today we will be learning about the male body." Mr. Z says and all the girls giggle.
"Okay so...." Those are the last words I hear as I drift to sleep.
Not even five minutes later I feel a hand shaking me awake. I automatically jump up and open my eyes. I look around to see all eye on me. I glance up to see Mr. Z looking at me.
"I'm going to talk to Conner in the hallway while the rest of you watch a clip about the male body." Mr. Z says and pushes play as I stand up walking out into the hallway.
"Conner care to explain the bruise on your cheek?" Mr. Z asks disappointment in his deep sexy voice....Stop Conner he's your teacher nothing more.
"I fell down the stairs and hit a table when I hit the bottom." I say trying to make it sound believable.
"Then why is it in the shape on a fist?" He asks getting even more frustrated.
Oh shit I have to tell him this one there's no hiding it.
"I got into a fight and I got hit in the face." I say trying to pull it off.
"Bull shit Conner I saw you get hit on the bus today." Mr Z says looking at me.
"What are you talking about Mr. Z?" I ask stupidly.
"I saw Josh punch you when you were on the bus. I know this because I was in my car getting the papers for today." Mr. Z says crossing his arms over his toned chest. God I have to stop thinking like this.
That's when it all becomes to much for me and I run. I run as fast as my legs can carry me. I run down the street and to the park. Once I stop at the park I'm all out of breath. I sit by the woods and bring my knees to my chest and put my head on my knees.
Not long after I feel something wet drip on me. I look up to see it starting to pour. I just sit here with my knees pressed against my chest. It gets harder as the day goes on. I just keep thinking I should end it and I'm not worth it.
