I Get Lonely Too(Zendaya & Bella Thorne One Shot)

I Get Lonely Too

Zendaya's P.O.V: 3 weeks. 3 weeks since that night. 3 weeks since I confessed my love for her. 3 weeks since she locked me out her life. These three weeks have been nothing but sadness and depression. Right now I'm laying on my bed staring at my ceiling with the moonlight shining through my open window, the only source of light in my room. It was probably 8:00 but I didn't care. As I stared at the ceiling, my head was running with thoughts. Thoughts like: "I shouldn't have told her" and "I'm such a idiot" and "I ruined everything". I regretted it so badly, I would take a life if I could undo what I said to her. I remember every little detail of what happened that night. It was permanently sketched into my mind.

Flashback: We was in my room laying on my bed, all cuddled up, watching "Teen Wolf" with the lights dimmed down. My arms were firmly but softly around her waist with her body hugging my side. Her hand playing with the curls at the end of my hair and her other hand softly running up and down my back. I loved these moments, it's what makes me fall in love with her more and more everyday. I missed these moments so much. Her head was laying in the crook of my neck. I remember how good her hair smelt. A mixture of coconut and green apple.

Zendaya: Hey Bella?

Bella: Yea boo.

Zendaya: I need to tell you something.

Bella: What is it?

Bella was sitting up now, looking at me with a concerned straight face. I slowly sat up but kept my back against the headboard of my bed. I grabbed her hand, laced our fingers together, and looked into her beautiful chocolate brown eyes.

Zendaya: You love me right?

Bella: Of course I do.

Zendaya: Even if I was...different?

Bella: Different how?

Zendaya: Any type of different. If I wasn't a human being, if I was a animal, a criminal, anything.

Bella: Zen I love you no matter what you are or who you are. Except if your a alien.

Zendaya: Haha alright. But promise me you won't ever leave me.

Bella: I promise Z. Cross my heart.

Bella wrapped her arms around my neck and gave me a warm reassuring hug which I happily returned. She laid her head on my chest and started playing with my heart shaped necklace.

Zendaya: Ok so I guess I could tell you something else.

Bella: Yea you can.

My heart was pounding and I was so nervous my leg was shaking a bit. That's when I finally told.

Zendaya: Bella, I'm in love with you.

End of Flashback.

I regretted saying those 6 words and the ones that followed. I remember the shocked but confused expression on Bella's face and how she ran out of my room, out my house, and ran all the way back to her house. I remember going into a fit of rage and hurt and started throwing and ripping almost everything in my room. I remember staring at a picture of me and Bella as my tears hit against it. I still shed a few tears, but I've cried so much I couldn't cry anymore. I heard footsteps coming up the stairs figuring it was my mom going to get something for her date out with my dad. That was until I heard a far too familiar soft voice say my name.

Bella: Zendaya?

I sat up and looked at her. Her slim and stature body, her long fiery red hair falling past her shoulders, her chocolate brown eyes sending a soft and concerning gaze towards me. I stood up taking in her appearance. She was wearing a grey crew neck sweater, black skinny jeans, and the Wolf Grey 3's. I was just wearing a red tank top, black sweatpants, and my Toro Bravo 4's.