Poems??

loveless

I don't know where it all went wrong. For three years we had poured our love into one another. We had a beautiful baby girl out of those memories shared. But now I feel like everything is crashing and burning. Everything is becoming something it's not suppose to be.
         Me and my Husband got together March 23, 2016, and we were so in love. I remember he would treat me like a queen. We would laugh until we would cry and couldn't stand not to be around each other; some would call it puppy love. We met in a parking lot in a nothing-to-do town. It was just a normal day , my mother driving, me in the passenger seat, and my sister and her boyfriend was in the backseat when we drove through the lot and seen a dark haired boy running and my sisters boyfriend Devin hollered at us to stop so he could see why he was running like he was trying to get away from something. Well we had stopped and all the while I'm looking at this boy and realizing that not only is he a very good looking piece of man but also I'm wearing my spring cleaning clothes and look like a hobo off the streets. Anyways Devin walked up to my window and asked my mother if we could drop him off at his house and my mother being the good Christian lady she was of course obliged. We started down the road and my future husband says,"Man, I was running from the cops!!" Very loudly. And my mother give me the look because she knew all too soon how i thought he looked. She had already disapproved of him. It went from there and we eventually started texting each other...going on walks in the park. And just hanging out. We had such an amazing time with each other. Until he had to move. He moved to a different state and we realized he couldn't come back because he had no transportation to come see me and no means of even contacting me at one point. So we had to break it off. We both went our seperate ways until he came back. We started talking again and it turned into a beautiful relationship being two very young naiive kids. We thought thought could stop us. We were it. We were the new thing and nothing could stop us.
     Fast forward we have a child we're married and we're never happy with each other anymore. He stays so mad with me and I stay so upset with him. We constantly fight and are constantly at each other's throats. We never knew it'd be like this. Deep down we know we still love each other deeply were just tired of arguing and bickering all the time. Why can't we just be happy like the old days. We always get told to work it out or behave ourselves but how when everything we even say to each other is a fight. I just wants our laughs back and the countless kisses. Now we don't even sleep in the same room. I just want to be happy with him. I don't want anyone else but him. Thats all. I want us to make it for our daughter but also for us because we're a team. We were always suppose to b a team..I just don't know where it stopped. I don't know what's changed. He says it's me, says tht I've changed n I'm not the same woman he married and that he doesn't do wrong. It's my fault. But to me I don't wanna place blame on me or him...I just want us to b happy that's all. Just happy. Thts all I ask for.