The Fan Meet

Chapter 10 - Test Results (Pt. 1 (Upsetting))

You suddenly woke up having to use the restroom, so you walked to the bathroom in your bedroom. You opened the cabneit to grab a roll of toilet paper, when you saw the unopened box of tampons again. You remembered once more that you hadn't had your menstrual cycle yet, and just couldn't wait any longer it had been two days, and you were eager to know the results. You looked at the clock which read 5:45 a.m. You quickly left the bathroom without urinating, wrote a note saying you ran to the store, and left home shortly after. You drove to the store in your car.

Which was an older red Ford.

When you arrived in the 24 hour convenience store, you went to the back with the pads, tampons, condoms, lube, and pregnancy tests. You picked up 2 boxes, each one a different brand. You wanted to be accurate. You bought them and went home. Thankfully you hadn't urinated yet, though the urge was worse. You went to the downstairs bathroom in case you got emotional. You used 2 sticks, and waited eagerly.

While you were waiting, you washed your hands. You then took a quick shower. You couldn't keep your mind off the tests. You went back to the kitchen, threw away your note, and looked at the sticks. You read them softly, in hopes of not disturbing anyone.

"Yep...there's those unholy little pink plus signs..." You said trying to hold back tears. Would he really want this kid, or would you have to raise this one on your own too. You didn't want to believe what the tests said, but a part of you did. You couldn't hold it in anymore, you covered your mouth with your hand. You started to quietly bawl your eyes out. You didn't want to be alone, you couldn't be alone. You were so scared, you didn't want to tell him, but you knew you'd have to...

You knew how hard it was the first time with Seok-Ji. There was no way you'd be able to raise two children both under five years of age, all by yourself, especially while working two jobs. You started to cry harder, thinking about all the difficulties you experienced, and the ones you might have to deal with also. Would he have to stop his career? Would he leave you? Would you be alone again? Would he really want this? Before you could calm down, you started to hyperventalate.

Jungkook reached over to hook his arms around you, and hug you. Realizing you weren't in bed, he got up, and carefully walked into the hallway leading to the staircase. When he got to the second set, he paused. You were crying, why were you crying? He ran down the stairs, making you tense up. You threw the pregnancy tests on the ground, and fell on the ground, with your back against the cabneit doors. You cried harder. You realized this was it, he'd hate you. HE'D LEAVE YOU.

"Y/N! Y/N! Baby! What's wrong?!" He shouted anxiously. He flipped on the light, and ran over to you, not even noticing the tests laying within feet of him. You shook your head, sobbing.

"I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry!!" You kept crying, your heart was shattering into millions of pieces.

"Baby, what are you sorry for?!" He exclaimed. All you could do is point to them, you could barley breathe. He followed the direction your finger was pointing to. Then he fell silent. All he could do was stare at the tests. He didn't even look at you, he walked to them, slowly picked them up, and looked at them. They were positive, and you were pregnant. He dropped them, turned around and started to walk away.