Apart of me has left
She's left me nailed to my bed
Anxiety ridden
I can no longer take this pain anymore
Oh gods help me
I pray for good luck and for protection
As my heart leeks pain and emotion
I did not know I had
I cry randomly
And I'm afraid to leave the house
"I need to go out" I say but I never do
This if for that I cannot
My anxiety isn't allowing me
I feel it force itself front and centre into my brain
I hear it loud and clear
"Your weak for crying"
I cry for my heart
And how it's now in two
I cry for the love I've now lost
I cry for how she left for mental health
And I am left as broken as I started
Crying three times a week
Thinking of ways out...
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