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"We Lost, It's My Fault"- CJ McCollum X Damian Lillard

SMUT

Damian POV
We Lost and its all my fault. I'm sitting in the locker room. Contemplating what just happend. We could've had a chance in the finals. But no. I didn't try hard enough. I hear the locker door open and close and CJ walks in.

He sits beside me. He starts rubbing my back. "It's not your fault Dame. You gave it your all. It wasn't meant to be." He says. I feel myself start to ger angry. I jump up. "Yes. It fucking is CJ i didn't fucking try enough. I could've done anything so don't fucking guilt trip me." I scream.

I walk out of the locker room and lean against the door on the outside. I sigh amd run my hand through my hair. I take my keys and make my way home.

-Next Morning-
I get up and drag my self to the bathroom. I turn the shower on and get In and let it run over my body. Then my mind drifts to CJ and i sigh. It hurts because i exploded on him. I mean i love him. More then i should he doesnt know it hell no-one know it.

I don't know how to tell him. I just don't. I feel really srry for what i said though it's not his fault. I was just mad and exploded i hope he understands that. I get out of the shower and wrap a towel around my waist.

I go to my closet and pull on a shirt and my sweatpants. I take a seat on the couch and turn the tv on. I hear a knock at my door. I frown and walk to the door. I open it. It's CJ. My face brightens.

"I'm so happy you dropped by." I say smiling. He shoves me and walks in. I frown and walk in behind him. He sighs and turns around. "You can't do this to yourself dame" he says. I look at him confused. "Do what?" I ask.

"This!!" He points to me. "All your doing is making your self be happy. Soon this is going to lead to depression and your going to be to far long gone." He says shaking his head.

I roll my eyes and hit his shoulder on the way to the kitchen. I open the fridge and grab a beer and pop it open and take a swig. He walks in there. "I don't know what your talking about." I say. "Yes you do!! Look what your doing." He says pointing at the beer.
"When did you start drinking?" He ask.

I throw the empty beer bottle away. I pretend am thinking. "Um. Yesterday after the game. I bought a case." I say matter of factly. I walk past him again and this time he grabs my wrist and turns me around. He sighs and lets go of my wrist. "Am worried about you Damian. I don't want you to kill away your body i love you to much for that to happen." He says.

My eyes get big. He just told me he loved me. His eyes get big after he just heard what came out of his mouth. His face gets red. "Oh my God. Dame am so sorry i didnt want that to come out. Just please don't hate me. Please." He says. With tears in his eyes.

I smile. "CJ how could i do that when I love you like that to." I say. His eyes get big then he smiles. He grabs me by the waist and he leans down and kisses me. I squeak in surprise. I slowly kiss him back. He slides his tongue over my bottom lip asking for entrance. I deny him.

He growls. He slips his hand in my sweatpants and grabs my ass. I squeal he slips his tongue in. I try to fight for dominace but he automatically wins. I moan as he tastes every crevice in mouth. He pulls away and starts kissing and nipping at my neck.

I moan and give him more access. "Do you want to continue this baby" he breathes against my neck. He grinds his dick against mine. I moan. "Yes CJ i want you." I moan. He growls. He picks me up and my legs automatically wrap around his face.

He starts going up the steps. "Where's your bedroom at baby" he says against my neck. I shakly point at my bedroom door. We walks over to my bedroom door and opens it. He walks in and gently throws me on the bed.

He pulls his shirt off and starts kissing from my neck to my mouth. I start running my hands down his chest and abs. He moans. "Baby. Can i pull of your shirt?" He ask. I rapidly nod. He pulls my shirt over my head and starts kissing down my chest and all over my torso.

I moan as he comes back up and bites my neck. He starts licking in to make the pain go away. "Mine." He growls. I nod. He gets up and pulls off his shorts. I notice he has no underwear on. I blush as i see how big his dick is. He smirks.

"How big is that" i say blushing. "12 inches" he says proudly. My eyes get big. How the fuck is that suppose to fit in me. He sees my worry. "Don't worry I'll go slow and I'll prep you first." He says.

I nod he comes up to me and pulls off my pants. I blush as i remember i didn't put underwear on. He licks his lips then i moan as he licks my dick. He slowly takes it in his mouth. I moan as he deepthroats. "CJ!!" I scream as i release in his mouth. He pulls off and swallows.

I get up and lean down towards his dick. I take it in my hands and start rubbing it i get close and lick the tip. He moans. "Babe. Don't force yourself to take it." He says. "Im not i want to try to do it." I say.

He nods. I put the head in my mouth and slide down till i hit the back of my throat. I pull off and gag a little. "Baby. I told you not to do that" he says. "I know." I nod. I take it back in my mouth and kept it in the back of my throat. He moans. "Baby am going to cum" he says. I tighten my throat muscles. "Dame" he moans.

I feel him flood my mouth with cum. I swallow it. He tastes good. He sighs. "You have lube and a condom?" He ask. "I have lube but no condom" i say.  I start blushing. "It's fine if you cum in me." I sat stuttering. He smiles and nods.

He grabs the lube. He puts some on one finger. He inserts one in. I moan at the pleasure and the pain. He starts moving it, i start moaning. "Insert another one" i moan. He inserts two more.

He pulls them out and puts some lube on his dick. He positions himself. "I'm going in." He says. I nod and wrap my arms around his neck. He slams in. In one thrust balls deep. We both moan. He stays still until am ready.

"Move" i moan. He starts thrusting slowly. I moan as he goes in and out. He gradually starts gaining speed. He gets to were he is slamming me balls deep. Him grunting in pleasure and me screaming and moaning in pleasure. "AHHH!!!" I scream as i cum. He slams a few more times.

He slams balls deep and i feel him fill me up with his cum. I moan at the warmth. We get up and go take a shower we get out and go to the bed. He wraps his arm around. "It's still my fault we lost" i say smirking. He frowns. "Shut up you." He says. He slams his lips against mine and kisses me.

He pulls away. He smiles. "I love you, dame". I smile. "I love you to, CJ" i say.

This was dedicated to my friend Kyrie_MVP. Hope you like it.