To all my boyfriends

Chapter 4

When I go to open the door it was Beomgyu. I said "Hey Beomgyu, what is it?" He said "Y/n, do you actally want to be with Soobin." All of a sudden someone knocked the door. It was Soobin thank god I was ready. So I said "Beomgyu, hide here are the keys give them to me back when i come back." He said "ok." I went to get the door and said "Hi Soobin." I hugged him. When I hugged him I noticed how beautiful he is and thathe might be mine. I just started blushing. He looked so beautiful in his tux. He said "Wow Y/n you look amazing." I said "You too Soobin." He noticed that I was blushing and said "Omg are you blushing, you're so cute." I smiled even more. Then all of a sudden I remembered Beomgyu was in here. So I said "We should get going. We don't want to be late." We both got into the car together.

     Beomgyu's Point of View

Does Y/n actually love Soobin. If she does then I could never tell her that I love her. I saw the way she blushed at him. The way they were having fun. That was supposed to be me. But I thought she was with Taehyung. I have a feeling Huengingkai is starting to find out I love her. He won't let me be with her by my self. I had to sneak my way to her dorm. I know he really loves Soobin. And if Soobin knew he would give her up for me but he would be sad. And Huengingkai is trying to stop my feelings. But I can't help it she's so beautiful. And I got her number so like I could text her any time I want.

  Y/n's Point of View

Me and Soobin finally finished the dinner everything was beautiful, but not as beautiful as him. We started to drive to our dorms. We reached my dorm and we both said Goodnight. I hugged him and said goodnight again.

Months pass

Me and Soobin are still together I feel like I really love him. I was in the dorm by myself watching netflix. None of the rest of the guys were coming till later. But then Jungkook came in. He came in and saw me. When he saw me he started crying. I said "Jungkook what happened?" He said "Y/n I still love you but you moved on." I didn't know what to say. Deep inside of me I loved him and I knew it so I told him "Jungkook I still love you. I always will ." I hugged him. Then I hard a knock on the door it was Soobin. I opened the door and hugged him and kissed him so much. Helooked sad and said can we go somewhere I need to tell you something. I said ok. I didn't know what was happening I was scared for a second. We went to Denny's. We ordered our food. Then he said seriously "Y/n do you love me."I said "of course you're the love of my life." He then said"You didn't say that when you were with Jungkook." He listened to my conversation with him. He then said "Y/n I'm gonna need to take a break from this relationship." I said "Soobin, I really do love you. You are the love of my life please don't leave me."I started to cry.I said "Please Soobin, please." He then left. And he left me alone in Denny's crying. I called Jungkook to pick me up. When he came and saw me he said "Y/n are you ok." I just got into the car. Then I couldn't stop crying. Soobin left me. I loved him more than I could ever love Jungkook. He was actually my love not Jungkook. W got to our dorm but I couldn't stop crying. I kept trying to call and text Soobin but he wouldn't answer. The rest of the guys came and they were concerned. Nobody knew what happened but me and Soobin. I was crying and crying over him. Why would this happen to me. Nobody has to go through this. I then walked to his dorm. He didn't answer the door it was Beomgyu. He said "Y/n are you ok." I said "Um do you know where Soobin is?" Huengingkai came over and said "I don't think that's a good idea. So get your cheating no soul out of here. I bet you didn't even love him." I started getting more mad and I was crying even more. Beomgyu said "Huengingkai that's harsh." Huengingkai said "At least I didn't do what she did." I snaped and said "I DID LOVE HIM, I LOVED HIM MORE THAN I DID WITH JUNGKOOK, SOOBIN IS MY EVERTHING. AND I HAT THAT WHAT I DID HURT HIM." I lowered my voice and said"Please let me see Soobin." They brought me to Soobin's room. He was surprised seeing me like this I said "Soobin, I am so sorry for what I did but I love you more. I loveyoou way more than Jungkook. I have so much tears for you." I started to cry even more. Then Soobin walked up to me, he hugged me, he kissed me, then said "I'm sorry Y/n."