For Only Me to See (Saemin)

Ch.4

~Sevens POV~

While Jumin gathers his things I finish my previous statement as a whisper that I doubt he could hear.

"Especially if your the one who picked it..."

He doesn't give me any signs that he heard me and leaves to go out. I sigh. How did I fall for him? Everyone is always saying that he's cruel and demon spawn or shit like that.... But he's so kind... He's beautiful...He's hot... He knows what his company needs. Thats why he comes off as harsh. He's doing his job. My boss is the same way...Only worse cause my boss would be able to kill me with the click of a button. But thats beside the point! Jumin in his life outside of work related things is calm and collected but he has emotions! People seem to forget that he's human too! Especially Jaehee, Zen and Yoosung! Though I suppose I'm not to terribly much better. But I'm also like a fifteen year old when I'm trying to impress my crush. Thats why I tease him and don't listen...I need to listen better. A nurse walks in and asks me a few questions.

"Have you eaten yet today? No signs of your button being pressed have occurred."

"Ah. Yes. My friend brought me breakfast this morning. He's out right now getting lunch and dinner for later."

"Right. And who exactly is this 'friend'?"

"Jumin Han."

Right after I speak a few gentle taps soumd at the door before Jumin appears holding a few shopping bags. He stops in his tracks going from calm and kind to stoic in a split second. The second the nurse sees him she tenses a bit.

"A right. You two. Do you have any questions?"

"Yes actually."

I watchas Jumin cautiously comes over and takes a seat in his chair.

"I was wondering when I am going to be released?"

"In three days after you get your stitches removed."

I nod.

"Thank you."

She nods and leaves. As soon as shes gone Jumin relaxes.

"Right...Three days... Anyhow I got you a bento sized box of variety sushi for dinner later. For your lunch I got you some warm soba."

I grin and nod as he reveals my lunch hands it to me along with some chop sticks. He pulls out some soba for himself and we eat in silence. After we've been done eating for a little while I look over to Jumin whos starring out into space.

"Hey Jumin...."

"Hmm?"

"Will you help me to the restroom?"

His cheeks go a light pink as he nods and rises walking over to the side of my bed with the machines. I hear him mutter.

"I'm honestly surprised you didn't need to go sooner..."

I laugh lightly.

"Yeah. Well as a hacker my bodys used to the lack of the ability to use the restroom at any point in time I want."

He nods.

"Do you think you can walk at all?"

"I think so... But I'm not sure."

He nods and I swing my legs over the side of the bed. Jumin offers me a gentle hand. I take it and try to pull my self up only to stumble into his chest. He catches me and holds me there for a few moments as if he's in shock. He re-balances me and puts an arm around me underneath both my arms. He uses his free hand to guide my arm that is next to him to his shoulders and grab the rolling machines in attached to. He leads me into the bathroom and releases me carefully. I smile at him. He seems worried.

"Standing is fine. It's walking thats a tad hard because my bodys shaky."

He nods and leaves closing the door behind him. I do my business and use edges to get myself to the sink. I wash my hands and then call for Jumin. He knocks twice on the door to be sure and then opens it walking to me. He holds my sides the same way helping me back to bed. I lay back still using the matress to prop myself up.

It's been a few hours at this rate Jumin has his paperwork and the nurse has come in for the last tine today. I'm in bed eating my sushi that Jumin bought me. Jumin just finished and has moved to his paperwork that Jaehee brought him earlier. I'm currently content secretly watching him and eating. He looks bored. I would be too with a stack of paperwork that big to fill out.

It's been about three hours and I'm tired. Jumin is still doing paperwork. I yawn, meaning for it to be quiet but it ended up being loud enough for Jumin to hear.

"Your tired? Want me to fix your bed for you?"

I nod.

"Please."

He gives me a small gentle smile and sets his papers on the chair after he got up. He lays my bed back down.

"Good night Luciel."

"Good night Jumin. Try not to stay up to late."

I doze off a few minutes later.

I wake up the next morning and look around for Jumin. Instead of his head being lulled behind him on the chair, he's leaning over with his arms crossed on my bed and his head resting on them. I smile gently and unconsciously reach my hand to his head playing with his raven colored hair. He stirs and I reluctantly pull my hand away. Jumin sits up and looks around before his face go's pink realising I woke up before him.

"Apologies. It was late when I finished my papers and my body must've moved on it's own."

"It's fine Jumin."

I smile at him. I wouldn't mind if all of him slept in bed with me. His phone rings and he picks up.

"Hello? Yes I'll be down in a moment."

He hangs up the phone and puts it into his pocket. He grabs his wallet and papers leaveing and returnong again after my nurse has come and gone. He has the same things in his arms as when he came back yesterday morning. He gives me my food and drink with a gentle smile. Jumin sits down and we both eat and talk. Our last few days in the hospital all mirrored the first full day. Jumin wakes up about two minutes after me we have a two minute conversation Jaehee calls he leaves and comes back with food. A little while later he leaves and gets us each something for lunch and dinner. We eat lunch. And talk. Jaehee brings Jumins papers and we eat dinner then he works on them while I admire him. A little while later I go to bed. Repeat.  Only difference is that today I get my stitches out and go back to Jumins house to finish healing. Jumin is nervous. I can tell. He keeps glancing at me. I find it cute.

"Jumin I'll be fine. Thier putting me under that laughing gas stuff that dentists use. I won't notice either way. Stitches don't hurt when their taken out."

He sighs and nods. I've been able to admit this to myself the past few days, I more than like Jumin...I think I love him...