- cool kids - d.d

× Notice Me ×

"won't you notice me? Please, I just wanna be seen. Won't you notice me? I'm not who I used to be."

I was sitting in the back of gabbie's car when the topic was brought up. Apparently I was the last to know about gabbie's thing because Kristen, liza, and corinna already knew before I did.

And also the whole gabbie thinking I was hot thing came to a screeching hault when she said she was going out with this girl named colleen from her work. But it was a fun thought while it lasted

Then everyone started talking about relationships, a topic I'm not very fluent in right now.

"Me and Scotty have been going for about three months now. He's a huge dork but I think I might love him." I smiled at her. She and scotty were the cutest couple.

"What about you tana?" Kristen asked.

"I met this girl online. Her name is Bella and she's so pretty! We're not really dating but we're talking which is a lot more action than I've been getting lately." She seemed really happy about it.

"How about me and Billie Jean start dating so none of us are single." Liza said throwing her arm around me.

We turned the corner to Tana's house when corinna said, "Well I don't think David would really be too found of that."

"Me and David aren't dating or anything. He just likes to flirt and somehow knows the things that make me happy." I said and liza laughed

"Just because I fucked around with David dosent mean he's off limits. I mean, do what you want. Or you could date me and we could be gay together. Agian, do what you want" I smiled at her. It's nice to know whatever her and David had doesn't effect her now.

"So, since tana is the best stylist out of all of us, she's gonna do clothes but we need someone on hair and make up." Kristen said looking around.

"I love doing that stuff if you're okay with me doing it." I suggested. I love makeup!

As gabbie pulled up to Tana's house everyone came out of the car and walked to the door. Tana had parents but they weren't ever home so the house was basically hers. Corinna and Liza went to the kitchen to get snacks while the rest of us ran to Tana's room. She had a huge walk in closet packed to the brim with clothes.

She sat down on the bed and said to me, "soft grunge" I was confused for a sec but then I remembered. Gabbie said something about how she knew what style everyone looked best in. What the hell did soft grunge mean?

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I found out what soft grunge meant. I thought I looked pretty cute if I do say so myself. I called Ethan and made sure he knew where I was so he wouldn't worry.

I could hear the music blasting from the driveway. There were a lot of cars here and some people I didn't recognize making out on the porch.

We all walked in the house and immediately the smell of alcohol knocked me off my feet. It was so strong. It'd been a quick minute since I'd been around this much of it.

I look around but everyone who I cam in with was already gone. Some girl was at the stage singing 'give your heart a break' by demi lavato extremely off key. She was already drunk off her ass.

I saw zane and heath standing in front of the stage and laughing at her. I decided to join them instead of standing by myself at a party.

"She looks like one of those things out side of a car wash. And she sounds like a possessed mouse." I heard Heath talk about her as I walked up.

"Hey Billie Jean! Damn girl! You look hot. Trying to impress someone?" Zane said giving me a little side hug.

"So what if I am? Plus I don't even know where he is. I'm supposed to go up there and sing but I'm getting nervous. I think I'm just gonna back down..."

"Nope! That's one of the only reasons I came out tonight. If you back out I'll never let you live it down. I'll even find scotty for you?"

I don't know why I'm so scared. It's just I don't know everyone here and if they don't like me I have the ability to tell the entire school and I'll be the outcast and no one will be freinds with me. Okay maybe I did know why I'm so nervous.

"I need to find David. I'm sorry." I said walking away. I don't know why I thought of him first but maybe he'd be able to calm me down.

When I found him he was sitting with Kristen and Scotty with a red solo cup in his hand. I didn't wanna bother him because he looked so happy. But I needed him right now so I guess I'd apologize later.

I walked over to them and tried to still my shakey hands.

"Hey Billie Jean! What's up?" He asked turning his head towards me. I put my hands behind my back so he couldn't see me shaking.

"H-Hey, I need to talk t-t-to you. In private." I asked and David looked worried.

"sure, Todd's parents room should be free upstairs. I'll meet you guys later." He said to Scotty and Kristen. They nodded a D we were off.

Once we got to the room he turned around and locked the door, "Are you okay?" He asked once he turned back to me.

"I'm nervous David and I'm freaking out about getting in front of everyone and singing. I don't know maybe it was stupid to tell you its just you were the first person I went to. I'm sorry, you should go have fun I just won't sing. If you happen to see scotty tell him I'm a pussy who's had music lessons since age 4 but can't get infront of a crowd to sing a stupid song with one of my favorite friends."

I collapsed on the bed and started sobbing. David grabbed my two arms and pulled me up to were I was leaning on him. I dried my tears really quick.

"Your right. Your a pussy" He said, "You being a little bitch who can't even do the one thing she enjoys. But your in luck. Because you just made the best friend you'll ever have. I'm gonna go out there and embarrass myself worse than you ever could. Then I'll be what everyone is talking about. And you'll just be the talented pretty girl from Jersey. Plus you promised me either funny business or you sing and I'm okay with either but still."

I smiled at him. He was willing to embarrass himself in front of everyone for me?, "Are you high David. I'm not gonna let you do that. You go find scotty and tell him I'll meet him on stage in ten."

"Yes Ma'am! Also, to answer your question I am high, I'm high on a little drug I like to call life."

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kristenmcatee - little do you guys know, billie jean was rapping 'the real slim shady' behind the camera