I'm His Fake Fan (Xiumin's FF)✅

Chapter 24

"I'll sleep on the sofa." Minseok said.

They're at the hotel room and they're fighting if who's going to sleep on the sofa. Yeah, sofa and not the bed.

"No! I'm the one who's going to sleep on the sofa!" Seomin couldn't stop her voice from raising up.

"Why are you yelling at me?!" Minseok yelled back with his high-pitched voice.

"You're yelling at me as well!" Seomin yelled again.

They fell into a deafening silence, Seomin sat on the bed. She suddenly felt so tired and it looks like her soul left her body.

Minseok's sigh and placed his hands on his waist, "Sorry. Let's just sleep together on the bed instead."

Seomin slowly nodded before crawling on the bed and lay down, Minseok did the same as he lay down on the left side of the bed.

They're now both staring at the ceiling, the lights were turned off, the only source of light was coming from the window where the moon and stars shines after a strong rain happened earlier.

"Seomin?" Minseok called the photographer who's still awake.

"Hmmm?" Seomin replied, not removing her gaze from the ceiling.

"Tomorrow, we will go back to the beach. Let's just get a cab, okay?"

Seomin nodded even though Minseok couldn't see her and she almost slap herself, she just hummed as a sign of agreeing.

After a while, Seomin felt her eyelids getting heavy as she fell asleep. While, Minseok couldn't sleep, knowing that he's laying down beside the girl whom he hurt.

He sighed loudly causing for Seomin to move a little, Minseok glance at her and when he confirmed that she's sleeping. He turned towards her direction.

He stare at her sleeping figure, his eyes were glassy. It's dark inside the room, but the light coming from the outside was still enough for Minseok to see the love of his life's beautiful face.

Minseok was dying to see Seomin's eyes right now, but since she's sleeping. He decided to stare at her long eyelashes instead.

He scanned Seomin's face and he wondered why he left her, and all of the reasons behind those flashes back in his mind.

"I'm sorry." He whispered, his voice cracked.

He will let out everything while Seomin is still sleeping, he will take the opportunity.

"S-seomin, I love you... I still love you so much, I've always been... But, some shits came, causing for me to leave you. And I'm so sorry about that."

Minseok couldn't stop himself from crying, he did his best to not make a noise.

"I'm so s-stupid to tell you this while you're still sleeping, b-but I just can't tell you this when you're awake. Why? Because I don't have enough c-courage to do it."

"I just really h-hope you're hearing this, but I-i know that it's too i-impossible."

Minseok sniffed and wiped the tears using the back of his hands, he looks like a lost child who's seeking for love and regret everything that he had done.

"I wonder w-what will happen to us if I-i didn't do what I did b-back then."

Minseok closed his eyes because it began to feel sore, "What shits are you talking about?"