SUGAR DADDY || Hoseok[J-Hope] x Y/n ||

6

I whacked the door close behind me. Still having tears in my eyes I ran towards the bathroom. I opened all my clothes and picked up the scrubber. "AAAAAAAAAAHHH" I screamed as loud as I could and started the rubbing all those marks that he had left on me. All those hickeys that I was cherishing a while ago. I wanted them gone. I wanted to remove them, but they just won't go.

I kept on rubbing and rubbing and rubbing until my skin hurt and turned red, until my hands hurt. I was screaming inside my head for what he told me. "other cheap whores", my mind kept on repeating this phrase again and again and I teared up once again and fell on the bathroom floor crying.

I managed to pick myself up and just wear a baggy tshirt along with my panties and I curled myself up in my bed. I didn't even realize that it was evening by now. Time passed and passed, no urge to eat nothing. I kept on staring at my phone, "what have I done to myself" I murmured.
I cried myself to sleep.

Its a beautiful summer morning. Year 2010, I'm a little girl. I'm walking with my mumma holding her hands. She's so beautiful but she's scolding me. She's scolding me for walking so carelessly on the streets. I laugh and laugh because how mad she's at me.

"y/n baby come back here! One day mumma won't be there to care for you so listen to me as long as I'm here!" I hear her shouting from a distance. I still don't stop laughing and running across the streets. After all I'm just 8 Year old and I'm supposed to do all these!

After running so much me and mumma finally reach our home where papa is waiting for us, he said he'd make pancakes for me when I come back! "Papaaaa I'm homeeee" I shout and get inside. As soon as I enter I'm scared to death. I see all the furniture of our house broken here and there. "mummaa" I shout and look back at my mom who's there with a terrified face.

"FUCKING KNEEL ON YOUR KNEES YOU BASTARD", I hear someone screaming from our kitchen and mom quickly covers my eyes and says "baby just go to Aunt Kim's house next street will u?" I nod with teary eyes and say her goodbye.

I just walked like 5metres away from our house and I blackout. I can't hear anything. Birds were flying all over the sky. I can hear nothing, it's like I heard something blast. Sound of some kind of shot. It was a gun shot.

"Oh My God, what was it? Again? Oh no!!" I wake up with tears in my eyes. "not again, it's the nightmare again". You quickly wipe your tears away because it's not the first time it's happening to you. You have this nightmare almost every night.

You couldn't escape this. It was the reality of your childhood. It was the dark reality of your life.

You quickly pick your phone up from the nearby table to see the time, "OH MY GOD ITS 10:00am" you exclaim and jump out of your bed to go take a shower.

While you were showering you looked at the hickeys Hoseok had made a day before. They were still as prominent. But you ignored them. Yet you couldn't forget his beautiful eyes. His smell. His lips.

You quickly get out of your shower and get dressed in a light blue comfortable shorts and a white loose crop top and decided to skip your college today. And went straight into the kitchen to cook yourself some breakfast. While u were just deciding what to cook,
suddenly.
There was a ring on the doorbell. There was someone outside. "who could it be?" you questioned yourself as not many people visited you.

You without wasting anymore time went straight to open the door. You see the most beautiful man you ever saw, Jung Hoseok, standing right in front of you. Were you dreaming? No. He wore a light blue full sleeve tshirt with a black jeans. As beautiful as ever.

He walked inside without asking for permission. "so this is where you live babygirl?" he looked around your little shabby apartment. "Y-Yes" was all you managed to say.

He walked towards you and you started panicking. He kept walking towards you and finally was standing inches away from you.

"I-I was just making something to eat? S-shall I make something for you too?" you said pushing him away and making your way towards your kitchen.

"I'd better eat you", he remarked.

"such a pervert" you murmured slowly.

"hey! I can hear that okay!" he said as if complaining.

"it's good then, I'll making something for you to eat as well", you replied.

You felt him lean beside the kitchen counter silently watching you as you were making some pancakes. You knew his eyes were fixed at you even without looking at him. And for some reason you loved how he was looking at you and blushed to yourself.

And then you suddenly felt him wrap his arms around your waist. You were so shocked at his actions. He pulled you by your back and held your waist between both his hands and rested his face at the crook of your neck.

You looked at his face and it seemed to be at peace. His eyes were closed and he suddenly started humming an unknown tune while smiling to himself.

This same man had called you a whore a day back and right now he's more than opposite of what you had seen back then. You couldn't control but to smile.

You wanted to be in moment forever and he suddenly broke the silence.

"I wish I could always hold you in my arms like this whole you made me food" he said, still not opening his eyes with that smile.

"hm is it Hoseokie?" you said, smiling as well.

He suddenly opened his eyes and looked at you with his big almond eyes. "w-what? Y-you don't like me calling you this? I won't then, I wo---"

You couldn't even complete your sentence and Hoseok put his lips on yours and pulled back immediately. You had round ass eyes at his sudden action.

"What did you d---" you just began when he did the same and pecked your lips again.

"keep saying and I'll keep shutting u like this" he said and he smiled. It wasn't a 'smirk' smile. It was a beautiful smile. The sunshine smile all his fans spoke of. A smile that would make anyone fall in love with him. A smile that could heal the deepest wounds.

"I love when you call me Hoseokie" he said and smiled again.

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