boy with luv ⇉ phayo

0.5

it was a few days after the party and phana can't stop thinking about the boy. he was literally his dream boy. he had the looks, he had the personality, he had everything. he reached wayyy past his standards. and let me tell you, phana's standards are very high. but here's the thing: wHO WAS THIS MAN. who was this very man that didn't leave his mind for six days and is sometimes popping up in his dreams. who was this very man who seemed to be very passionate about this manga series to the point where he defended it. who was this man who was clearly pinching his friend when he got too worked up. who was this man who was so smiley where you can even feel the pain. who was this man where you just felt the need to protect him as if he's yours? w h o w a s t h i s m a n.

he really wanted to find out who this man was so he could ask him out on a date or something but he was so busy after the party where he could barely just simply think. it was hell for him, but he got used to it due to working in the modeling industry for so long. he was going to he was going to japan, then to rome, then to hawaii, and he's soon going to other trips. he suddenly gained more popularity over that party and gosh was this tiring him out. plus, he's pretty lonely on this trip. none of his friends were able to help him go through this because they were also busy with their own schedules and phana wanted to snap.

going back to the lonely thing, phana wished he had a friend going with him, being able to talk with him or being a stress reliever from all those flashes and the constant clicks and ticks. but he has no one. the only people he had with him is his manager and his makeup and hair team. yes he has luxury, but that doesn't help his soon to be depressive state go higher and higher. so he asked his manger if he could go out somewhere real quick and came back with a whole cat.

"phana-why did you get yourself a cat." his manager asked.

"i needed a friend." phana replied.

"you know you could've just asked someone to come with you." his manager said.

"but all my friends are busy," phana pouted, "i also adopted the cat and i have a really deep connection with the cat so no point in bringing her back."

"how would this cat help you in some way though?" his manger asked again.

"i've been recently having some depressive episodes-or, it feels like i'm gonna have them again. i'm getting the feeling where it's gonna be the time where i just stay in the episode for a while, so i feel that this cat would help me at least forget about it." phana let out a deep sigh.

"alright. whatever helps you." his manger said.

"alright marshmallow, lets get your things set up." phana smiled.

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"did you see his new cat? so cute!" wayo sighed.

"of course i did, first thing i saw today." ming said, trying to sleep.

"but i wonder if he's doing fine. he said 'everyone told me no while my depression told me yes', does he actually have depression?" wayo started to worry.

"i'm pretty sure he does." ming said.

"oh no! i hope his cat can help him get over it." wayo pouted.

a ding came from wayo's phone as he checked and squealed a little.

"he posted something on his story!" wayo said, quickly typing his password.

wayo breathes very heavily as he said, "i would buy another cat for him."

ming pulled wayo down onto his bed and covered his face with his pillow. wayo took off his pillow and pouted. ming looked at him dead in the eye for 5 seconds before saying "go to sleep."

so which he did cause ming can be very scary.

SORRY FOR NOT POSTING IN A LONG TIME I HAD TO FINISH SCHOOL AND GO TO VACATION BUT AHAHA HOPEFULLY IM POSTING NOW. BUT IDK YET BUT THIS BOOK IS DEFINITELY HAVINF SLOW UPDATES SORRY

also did y'all see tho??? hOT

mayhaps im screaming on the inside.

okay have the GREATEST night or day or afternoon bye bye lovelys 💛💛💛