𝐩𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧 / 𝐭𝐚𝐞𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐠

seventeen;

i tried to convince myself
that everything was alright

i was sad

i thought you had found yourself
another girl

a prettier one

and skinnier one

and happier one

from then on i never walked
out of the house without
makeup on

i starved myself,
i hated it but
i didn't feel like i was enough

i had no energy

i wanted to end my life

but then
i couldn't have you