Last goodbye

Her P.O.V:

"Hello"

I directed my eyes towards him. He was wearing a light blue shirt and black jeans. His brown hair was pushed back and his beautiful blue ocean eyes that once looked only at me were sparkling. After two years he still looked magnificent and attractive but nothing can change all the hurt.

I remained silent.

"I shouldn't have come...I am sorry"

You left me paralyzed. No cure no rehab for me.

"How have you been?" He tried to change the subject whilst showing a faint smile.

"I am okay"

Funny that you've got the nerve to keep askin me "How I've been?"

I tried not to lock my eyes with him. I kept staring at the far view.

"You shouldn't have called me to come here nothing can be fixed" I said.

"I need you" he mumbled.

You're the victor in this pageantry but the only trophy you deserve is catastrophe.

"No you don't , we were never a "thing" you don't need me. I don't want you here anymore"

I'd rather we be dead to each other. No eulogies said for each other.

"But I do" he said "I do need you . Don't tell me that you forgot all the memories we shared? What about our promise that we will stay together forever?"

I tried to keep my tears from flowing.

"Don't you get it? The memories that we shared were all pain and hurt"

I chewed on my lip.

No "Rest in peace's"  . The memories got my chest in pieces.

He remained silent.

"You improsined me. Controlled me and then left me broken. After two years you come here acting so normal. How could you?"

He looked down at me with his intense blue eyes.

I'm praying that your eyes are the first to go. The way they looked when you smiled. The way they opened and closed.

"There's nothing to say anymore"

I tried to stay strong but I couldn't. I felt my body weakening so I sat down on the wooden bench.

I looked around. People in te park were laughing , couples holding hands and walking together.

The weather was so nice and the sky was so blue and calm so captivating with its beauty unlike the cold storm rumbling inside me.

And your nose every single breathe against my neck and then your lips every empty promise made and said. Please fade..fade to black..

"I know you still love me...I know"

He sounded more as if he was reassuring himself.

How come I was still here. Why am I letting him hurt me even more? No I don't have to go through this again.

Forget a promenade...let's juggernaut down memory lane. Leave no thought alive to the slaughter house I am taking my pain .

I stood up to leave. This was it...the true ending of another sad love story.

He made no effort to stop me from leaving. I walked away as tears started flowing down my cheeks. I didn't look back.

It's time to sever my brain from my heart and soul. My knees are burnin hot but god is cold. I've been told one day you'll know too much of heaven's a sin...after the show it's only hell that it brings.

I could hear someone running behind me. Could it be him? I pushed that thought back and kept on walking. He wouldn't come after me. Never.

I was shocked when someone took a hold of my wrist and twisted me around hugging me tight.

I distinguished that scent right away. It was the cologne I got him two years ago. He didn't like the scent at that time and never wore it. Now he had it on and I couldn't get enough of it on his shirt. I wanted to hug him back but how could I forget everything he did.

They say that time flies but you keep breaking its wings. You'll never fade..fade to black.

I pushed him back.

"We can't...I can't...this is wrong"

I don't know from where I got the enough strength to turn and walk away.

"I wish you well" he called over my back.

You wish me well. I wish you hell. I never want to look into your eyes again. I never wanna hear you breathe again. Let me go. Let me go. Baby tell me this is the end...

I kept on walking ignoring what he just said. I only wanted to break down and cry. I loved him. A lot. For two years I couldn't even move on...But I will always love him.

Because your eyes, nose, lip every look and every breathe still got me dyin, still got me cryin.

Fade out.