"You better NOT say a Thing"

Huh?

Months have gone past and I'm still hurt, obviously. But I moved out of our house to go and live with my best friend and her mother. Mind you, I haven't heard or talked to Chris since the incident. I got a new job and changed my hair. I thought doing all of this would help me deal with some of the hurt.

I later ran into Chris's older sister Amanda & she yelled "KiRon!!!!!!!". So as I walked to her, She said that she missed me and wondered why I wasn't coming around anymore. I told her the truth. That her brother was abusing me and killed our child, that he was hiding something and when I asked him, he defended his self by all means. She looked so surprised. She gave me her number and told me that we should get together one day. I was down for it because she was the only one being nice to me. We texted for about 2 weeks. And she came over to the house for drinks one night. She was so drunk that she slept on the couch. I didn't want to wake her, so I just brought down a cover and clothes for her to get comfortable. As she is slumped on the couch, her phone was on the arm of the couch. She had so many missed calls from Chris. I didn't think anything of it because at the end of the day, that's her brother and it was kind of late.

The next morning came quick and by the time I got downstairs, Amanda was already gone. She had left but folded the covers I gave her. I called her and she didn't answer so I texted her. Later on that day, I was on my way home from work and I received a text. It was from Amanda and it said " 3426 bellster street apartment #35C.... she should be home in like 2 minutes. Are you there yet?"
I'm beyond afraid at this point because who was she supposed to send this message to????? By the time I saw the message, I was pulling up to park & go inside. I immediately put my keys back in and when I was about to drive off, Chris pulled up right beside me. This fool was blocking me. He got out of the car and I was about to go up on the curb. He pulled his gun out and shot my back tires. I climbed to the back of my car and laid on the floor. I called the cops. I was so scared. He kept saying that I left him but we all know that it's not true. He broke my window and pulls me out. I'm screaming at the top of my lungs. I just felt like nobody could hear me. I'm kicking trying to get away and he pulled my hair and began restraining me. He bites me on my neck and I just yelled louder. He grabs his gun and pushes me on my car, he pops me in the head with the gun and I just feel the whole world falling on me. Like why me? What did I do to deserve this?

Amanda is calling my phone back to back. My phone is hooked up to my cars Bluetooth, so I can hear it all.  "why in the fuck is she calling me?" Is what was going through my head. She comes out of my apartment running toward the car with her nephews. While all of this is happening, I'm on the ground damn near bleeding to death from my head. I recognize the kids because they were at the dinner a few months back. Thy were all crying and calling Chris dad!!!!