Broken Soul

Chapter 4

Catherine's P.O.V
It's been 2 years.
And I still haven't changed a bit since 6th grade.
Middle school is a tough time to go through.

But, the good thing is that I was a pretty good student.

I had all As and sometimes Bs, but overall all As.

I had been part of advanced classes and sports teams.

Even though I had so many positive perspectives of my life, I was still upset most of the time.

You would think middle school is the time where most kids start to socialize with others.

Well that didn't occur in my life.

I tried to make new friends.

But a majority of my attempts...
were a fail.

I didn't know what to do so I just gave up.

I tried, but I'm just really a shy person.

Sometimes I just wish I was invisible.

I just hated being lonely and having no one to talk to.

All of this just gave me negative thoughts on my life.

It gave me anxiety and made me upset.

It made me so upset and isolated, to the point where I had became absolutely depressed.

Depression.

That was a tough times for me.

I had no one to talk to, nor did I tell my parents about it.

I didn't know what to do.

Should I just try to talk to someone.

But just bringing that thought up made me even more depressed than I already was.

I didn't know what to do.

Should I just...die?

Jin's P.O.V

Today was an amazing day hanging out with Taehyung.

But there's nothing better than visiting home after 2 whole years.

But the thing is, I felt bad that I was so mean to my little sister.

I hadn't realize how tough her life was.

I just feel really bad.

Even though it's amazing to be well known for spreading positivity, I had to be positive even behind the scenes.

I had to make it up to her and apologize to Catherine.

So,

I got her bt21 merch.

Finally, I was going home.

I had arrived at night at about 8:30.

I knock on the door, and my dad opens the door.

I immediately gave him a hug.

Jin's dad: Honey, our son has come to visit us!

My mom runs to the front door and hugs me and gives me a kiss on the forehead.

"Where's Catherine," I ask.

Jin's mom: I think she's upstairs.
But how's work nowadays? Are you tired??
"No, im fine. Let me go see Catherine, I bought her some bt21 merch."

I automatically go upstairs and open the door to her room.

I call her.

*silence*

I assumed she would be in her bathroom.

I open the bathroom door, just to see my little sister sinked into her bathtub full of water.