Loser! |Nouis Horanson |AU (english translation)

Chapter 1 :)

* riing riing riing *

I hit my loud alarm clock rudely. And immediatly it was quiet. I really not am in the mood to have school. Why? Because of Louis and his gang. Without a reason he began to bully me when I was new at school. If I didn't get up my dad or Greg would shoot me out of my warm bed, so it's better to get out by myself. I covered up and looked at my legs, strewn with scars.

Since the bullying thing started, I began to cut. I tried to forget these thoughts for at least a few minutes and stood up, rubbing my eyes. Straightaway I was going to the closet to search for new clothes but my socks prevented me.

I fell over them. Ouch, that hurts. What a wonderful start into the day! I took an annoyed breath before I went to the closet again, but more carefully this time. I picked out a normal jeans and a white shirt. Then I went into the bathroom and took a shower.

The fresh scars are a bit hurting because of the hot water but i tried to forget that and I just go on with showering. After that I dried myself, got dressed, brushed my teeth and dried my hair. Just my morning routine. After I have done everything in the bathroom I went in the kitchen, where Dad and Greg are already eating.

,,Ah, our little dwarf has finally finished?", Greg asked me with a nasty grin. Whenever he did so, I prefer to beat him but rather left it.

I ignored his question. Dad said nothing as usual. The thing with Mom pulled him down. She died when me and Greg were very young.

*FLASHBACK*

I was playing with Greg and our great motorway route when Daddy comes through the door. He was having a sad facial expression. At that moment I really wondered why Mommy was staying at a friend's house for so long?! He came to us with glassy eyes and hug us both at the same time.

"D-Daddy, what's up?", Greg asked solicitous. Dad was silent for a while.

"Daddy?", I asked again. Then he started to cry and hugged us tighter.

"Mo-Mommy, s-she...-" his voice broke but he tried to be strong and continued.

"Mommy is not coming home again..!" His voice broke again. In contrast to me Greg exactly knew what was going on. They cleared me up and said that Mum was in a coma the whole time and didn't made it. My world broke into pieces...

*FLASHBACK ENDS*

A hot tear rolled down my cheek. I quickly wiped it away, grabbed my bag and went unfortunately to school.

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That was the first chapter! Hope you liked it !

By the way our English is not the best :D Sorry :D

-L