exiled soul | Regulus Black.

Hate

My dear.

Life is not easy, especially when darkness attracts you. The darkness always drew my attention, I always enjoyed reading his darkest spells and mostly how to defend myself from them.

There was once I read about the Inferis, a way to bring the dead to life, it's disgusting, but interesting. It haunted me for nights in a row, I had to take potions so I could sleep.

Creatures that derive from the magic of Darkness is a terrible topic to be studied.

I always struggled to be the best, but it was never enough. Sirius was always ideal, he who should be the golden son, I was simply the plan I idolized the Dark Lord, you who are reading this must know how stupid I was correct?

My brother must hate me, I will die knowing that I lost him It hurts me too much, but it's my fault. I chose this path. Fool, a fool is what I am.

I completely lost everything in my fanaticism without feeling.

Now a poem I wrote one night in the room needs.

"I was born as the winning star
But that should be in second place
A small strategy.
I've always been just a pawn
But I fought here to conquer my constellation.
Always the pure idealist
Faithful follower.
Narcissistic fool.
So I die without.

"I die" -R.A.B.

I really liked what I wrote. I find it relaxing to write, but I will close here, I still have many pages.