about me

how i developed seperation anxiety

It started with my very first day of school at a new school. My mom walked me up to the front doors where you would line up and there were a lot of students lined up but there were individual lines for each class. My mom still held my hand as she walked me up to my line and she stood beside me while we waited for our teachers to come and get us, when i saw the teacher come in front of the line i started to get that scared nervous feeling in my stomach and held on to my moms hand tighter as we walked towards the door they said my mom had to stay outside that's when i started crying and holding onto her arm not wanting ton let go the teacher explained to me she would be back and i believed her so i let my mom go and when i saw her after school i ran to her a started crying in her arms. After a couple of days i was fully adapt to my school environments and felt more comfortable without my mom there but that's when we lost our house when i was mid way through fifth grade and we had to move in with my aunt dawn. I started going to a different school  and it wasn't what i expected it was so much more different then my old school. It was so violent people constantly bullied others and the teachers did nothing about it and in the situation i was the main victim i was mentally bullied  and all and that made me wanna be attached to my mom again and didn't wanna go back to school but i had to and there was  this field trip we went on where you would spend the night at the museum of nature and science and i went but started crying when i got in the bus and as we drove away i saw my mom and said i wanted to get off the bus that's how bad that school screwed up my mental state. Then i went into 6th grade and went to a different school that was amazing even though the school i went to before that said i had to go to a different school we disobeyed and went to this amazing school where i developed all the help i needed and wasn't bullied and helped me with my mental state which is now better.

hey lovesss...this will be all for today thank you for reading!!!